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  • When Life Gives You Lester
    63K 5.3K 47

    "I think it's time you go somewhere else, Dan. Find yourself. Discover yourself and all that bullshit. Dan, I want you to find meaning in life. I want you to travel the world and see the things worth living for. Trust me" Dan Howell is stressed, depressed, and completely and utterly lost in life; and, yes, you guessed...

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  • Paint It Black (Phan fic)
    156K 7.1K 24

    Dan and Phil seem to have a pretty good life. They are a couple of the most famous youtubers, the work on their own radio show, and they're best friends. Phil couldn't be any happier. But what happens when Phil finds out about the other side of Dan he hasn't met yet? WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDAL TENDE...

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  • Fireworks//Phan
    105K 4.7K 19

    Dan loves Phil and Phil loves Dan, it's all clear and simple. Apart from the fact they both don't want to admit it to each other. When they finally get the courage an unwanted visitor shows up and changes everything... Will Dan and Phil's love end up as beautiful as a firework display? Or will they end up with unforgi...

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  • alphabet boy // phan au [DISCONTINUED]
    658 61 3

    i'm not a little kid now watch me get big now

  • polarize // phan
    75.5K 5K 12

    "the world isn't just black and white, you know." the year is 1994. philip lester has been brought up with the most religious of ideals, in a highly christian household. he attends church every sunday, says grace at the dinner table nightly, prays as often as possible, and wouldn't ever dream of disobeying his parents...

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  • blank | phan
    93.6K 7.2K 33

    "You're the only masterpiece I need." - TRIGGER WARNING: DISEASES, DEATH, FAMILY, FAMILY ISSUES, BLOOD, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH © cherryjoonseok 2015

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  • poet. ➸ phan
    43.6K 3.4K 8

    dan likes long words. he also likes phil lester. short story.

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  • drama club | phanfiction au
    65.4K 2.6K 18

    Dan and Phil are both seniors and active members of the drama club. This year, Dan fully intends to get the lead and take it away from Phil. However, when he finds out that Phil and him are casted as a couple, things get heated.

  • Wild Child (Phan AU)
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    (Based off the movie Wild Child) (I was so unbelievably bored and this is the result) Dan Howell blew it. Throwing a party would usually go down with a simple grounding or scream-fest, though this time he fucked up big time. "THAT'S IT YOUR GOING TO ENGLAND!" [complete] This is a product of extreme boredom, just FYI. ...

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  • sunshine // dan&phil
    29.3K 1.6K 14

    memories are like an escape. [ phan ]

  • A Phoney Number - Phan
    8.1K 451 1

    Dan/Phil: 17 year old Dan finally works up the courage to ask his crush for his number, except his crush is an asshole and the number reaches a sympathetic stranger instead. Just about the lamest title I've ever come up with. I wrote this last year but couldn't post it on wattpad as it needs pictures, so I got pretty...

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  • ouija ; phan
    111K 9.2K 35

    "Phil, let's play a game called ouija. "

  • The Street performer. Phan au
    22.3K 1.1K 5

    Both Dan and Phil are 18, Phil is a second year college student and Dan is a talented street performer. Their two worlds collide when Dan moves his location away from his past life and into Phil's present. This will probably be quite short but tbh I don't know where this fics going, I will try to update every week an...

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  • Heterochromia - Phan AU
    132K 7.1K 24

    Dan Howell and Phil Lester both have heterochromia. The only way for it to go away is for them to both meet their soulmates. Little do they know, they are each other's. This is in a poem-type form. Based on wolfpainters johndave art

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  • Reason To Live (phanfic)
    2.3K 103 8

    Phil has been bullied all his life and the person he secretly liked bullies him everyday at school. Which is Dan Howell. Phil finally decides to kill himself but somehow comes back to life and is in a coma. Phil wants to be alive but can't seem to find any reasons to be alive. Will Phil ever find a reason to live? Tri...

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  • The First Words: Phan AU
    98K 4.4K 17

    The year is 2020, and everyone is now born with tattoos, a DNA modification made by modern scientists. You could say that the ink is unique; permanently placed on your skin, the first words you hear your soulmate speak.

  • Touch - Phan
    290K 13.7K 24

    "'I miss you.' 'What do you mean? I'm right here.' He shook his head. 'No, I mean I miss seeing you. I miss your smile. Seeing you smile made me so happy. I'm still so upset that I'll never see it again.' I breathed in, a bit shaky. 'You've just got to remember that if I'm with you, I'm always smiling, okay?' 'I s...

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  • Did I Get Your Attention?
    214 29 4

    Just a collection of random, hopefully interesting stories for you to enjoy!

  • The Wrong Person - Phan (one shot)
    8.6K 592 1

    (prompt and cover given by -err0r-) Dan's on a date with a girl he doesn't connect with at all. Phil's on a date with a snobby girl who doesn't seem to like him. They seem to be on dates with the wrong people...

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  • A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
    2.9M 108K 90

    TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

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  • Teacher - Phan
    87.1K 5.1K 12

    Dan Howell is constantly bullied. And he knows better than to tell someone because what he would get in return wouldn't solve anything. All he needed was a friend. But what if that friend turns out to be a teacher? And what if the feelings for that teacher get more passionate than planned? xx

  • Killer | Phan
    330K 15.4K 59

    Today I could have sworn he saw me... but he didn't do anything. Just simply shook his head like he was judging my life and then turned over in his bed. I'll go back tomorrow..

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • It's Actually Kind of Funny(Phan)
    115K 5.1K 20

    15 year old Daniel Howell has terrible friends, a huge crush on his best friend's boyfriend, tons of pressure from school and his parents, and to sum it all up he also has chronic depression. While planning on ending his life, he accidentally enters himself to a psychiatric hospital. During his stay at The Priory Hosp...

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  • Brown Eyes :: Phanfiction
    91.4K 4.1K 28

    Phil was just a regular school boy, until he came out of the closet. Nobody wanted to ever talk to him, or ever come near him. But then there was a new boy who came into town. He actually wanted to talk to Phil. Day by day, Phil couldn't help but slowly fall in love with those brown eyes.

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  • Finding Myself (phanfiction and kickthestickz) (completed)
    71K 2.9K 12

    Dan is hopelessly in love with his best friend, PJ. He goes his life believing that everyone hates him, he's a complete fuck up who can't control himself and is a clingy cunt. When Chris and PJ come to Dan and Phil with a secret, how will they take it? ((warnings of a love square, cutting, depressed thoughts, boyxboy...

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  • Moving to London | Phan ❤
    147K 5.7K 22

    COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

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  • I thought it was over? (Killer sequel) (phan , kickthestickz, and maxigreuter)
    200K 9K 41

    here is the beautiful sequel to Killer! :D if you haven't read Killer yet, I would suggest reading it first but I guess you don't have to if you don't want to ^.^ ((warnings of definite pheels, abuse, guns, weapons, a funny Asian dude, rape, and phan fluff)) Dan and Phil have been through so much in the course of a...

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  • Identity (Phan)
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    Dan is definitely beyond nervous to start at the prestigious boarding school, Harrison Academy. He wants to get away from the past and start a new life, where he meets his dorm mate, Phil Lester. Phil is always happy, it seems, and wants the best for everyone, but as he continues to get to know Dan, he realizes that t...

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