TALES OF THE HEART

Chapter 33

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Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. I can't believe how far I've come already—week eleven of my pregnancy, and just twenty-nine weeks to go, inshallah. It feels like a dream, but every moment is a blessing. My bump hasn't shown yet, which is surprising, but I know that it will in time, and for now, I am grateful for how things are progressing, Alhamdulillah.

When I told my sister, Adda Ni'imah, she couldn't have been happier for me. Her reaction was filled with pure joy, and it made my heart swell with happiness. I can always count on her to share in my excitement. But, aside from her, only a few people know about my pregnancy—my husband, my best friends, Adda Meera, my mother, Ya Ummi, and my sister-in-law, Ya Aisha. It's a small circle, but it feels right for now. I trust these people with my heart, and I know that they will support me no matter what.

I've always told Ya Aisha everything, and she was the first to know when I found out. Her excitement was so contagious, and she's been my pillar of strength throughout this journey. She's a calming presence, always knowing just what to say to make me feel at ease. Our relationship has always been close, and now, it feels even more special as we share this beautiful chapter together.

Inshallah, as the weeks go by, I pray for a smooth and healthy pregnancy. I'm filled with anticipation for the little one growing inside me. It's a new beginning, and with each day, I feel more connected to this little life. I thank Allah for this blessing and for the strength to carry this child with love and patience.

At week eleven, the baby is growing so quickly. It's still tiny, but now it would fit comfortably in the palm of my hand. The little one already has proper fingers and toes, a tongue with taste buds, and distinct facial features. It's about the size of a lime, around 1.5 inches long, and weighs roughly 7 grams. Every week brings something new, and I'm amazed at how much the baby is developing already.

Alhamdulillah, the morning sickness has mostly died down, and I'm finally starting to get my appetite back, though there are still some things I can't tolerate. I still can't stand the smell of fried food, no matter how much I try. The fatigue, though, is still hanging on. My doctor told me that it's completely normal, especially in the first trimester. She reassured me that once the placenta is fully formed in the next few weeks, I should start to feel more energetic. I can't wait for that day to come, inshallah, when I'll feel more like myself again.

The doctor also reminded me to keep my blood sugar levels up, given the changes happening in my body. She suggested snacking on complex carbs and protein, like cheese and crackers, or nuts and dried fruits, and to try gentle exercise if I feel up to it. Most importantly, she told me to listen to my body. It was a good reminder, but honestly, it's hard to forget that I'm growing a baby—something so precious.

Speaking of life changes, I've started working again, and it's been quite a challenge, especially with everything going on. It's been hectic, to say the least. I've managed to adjust my hours so I go in early and leave by five pm, which gives me a bit of time to rest. I'm working from Monday to Wednesday at Zamtrac Management & City Investment Limited. The job itself is demanding, but Alhamdulillah, I'm managing as best as I can.

Today is Friday, and I'm taking it easy at home. I woke up feeling quite hungry—though I just had breakfast not too long ago! Ya Ummi always says that feeling hungry is a good sign that my morning sickness is easing up and my appetite is finally coming back. It's about 12 pm now, and I'm sitting in the living room upstairs, watching YOU on Netflix to pass the time. I'm craving something comforting, so I called my househelp to make some oats for me. It's funny, but I can't even stand the smell of noodles anymore, even though it used to be one of my favorite foods. It seems like everything is changing in unexpected ways.