He's My Favorite Nightmare // Lana Del Rey & Alex Turner Fanfic {EDITING}

Chapter 23 : He Lost Himself

A/N : further notice I made two chapters yeay ! And I want you guys to know how greatful I am for reading that story :3 its in 1k+ already !!
P.S Elizabeth 'Lizzie or beth' Grant is also Lana here okay :)

As the day ended I texted Al to tell him that I'm going out with Kathie for coffee which he agreed on and told me to be back before eleven .

As we walk to a near Starbucks Kathie was silent . It means she's thinking too deep and I don't want to disturb her .. As we entered the coffee shop we ordered some coffee and some muffins to eat and we found a booth Where we sat and I waited for her to speak up .

" Alexander never told you didn't he ? "

" Yeah ... "

" Why did you want to know Beth ? "

I sighed and sip my coffee .

" I ... Well ... He just tensed up when I mentioned her this morning and . I just want to know everything . He doesn't want to tell me . its just . I don't know . "

" you're right he does tenses up when it comes to her . And you need to know everything . If I were in your position I would feel the same . "

" Then please ... Just tell me ... "

I sighed and she looked at me .

" okay . Just don't be mad . "

" I won't . "

But I lied . Right now I'm mad at all of them . Especially Kathie , she hid it from me .

" Alexander was in love with Alexa . So.much that he moved in with her in the states when he was in his first year in college . They're the sweetest couple you could ever see during that time . Alexa, well she was a model for short and Arctic was gaining success that time . They had a hard time managing time . And the guys well ... They didn't like Alexa . For him . But only one .."

She looked at me and gave me the look .

" Miles "

I mentally slapped myself . So that's why He's surprised to see me last night .

" Yeah . And Miles was supportive to the two of them . But not every relationship is perfect .. Jamie told me that one time Al got home and he saw his bags packed with all of his clothes and Alexa staring at Al. He was shocked and they got in a fight . "

" And ? "

" Jamie told me that Alexa wasnt in love with him anymore , that she loves someone . Alex was mad and she asked him to leave telling him everything just for him to fall apart . Very bad . He felt terrible . Miles took him in that time . And after a month he went back to Sheffield and that's how you met him . "

" I met him in third , and he said he has a girlfriend "

" Yeah he lost himself and tried to put everything back to place . But no avail . That he ended up with Melissa ? But didn't last a year with her . Because he was messed up . Still because of Alexa . "

I was shocked to hear everything . How cruel Alexa was . Its just . Now I know why he's like that .

" He friended you and then it hit him . We pushed him a lot to date you the fact he can't shut up about you ... "

" But . "

" When . uhm . you Broke up with him first time ? "

I looked at her and she look away and sip her coffee as she finish her muffin .

" What ? "

" he kind of went back to her . "

Anger boiled inside of me . How come he did that !?