Blazed

Chapter Twenty-Five(Part One)

{Authors note} - There will be a part two of course, maybe a part three if I'm feeling lazy. So just read on because I don't have much to say in this note. Other than thank you guys for all the awesome comments, votes, and for just reading it. I actually love reading your comments more than getting votes because they make me laugh and smile, because I read every single one them. Even though I can't respond to all of them because I don't have that much free time anymore. But I do have one thing that bothers me is when someone spoils what happens for other readers in the comments. When they actually purposely do it just to spoil it for others, It's rude guys please don't do it. Someone did it and I just deleted it before anyone saw it. If in case I do happen to miss someone doing it please tell me so the story won't be spoiled for those who haven't read the story yet.

Kendall

Crying. I haven't done that since the day Old Man Foster died. Some might say I even despised the thought of crying because I felt like it made you weak. Though now I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my face. The thing was I didn't know if I was crying because I was sad or it was because I am pissed off. I’m going to take a guess that it is both. This is what happens when you sometimes bottle up your emotions when things get heated you burst under pressure.

Louis that prick why the hell was I in love with him again? Sometimes it seemed like he had changed, became somewhat colder. He tried to hide himself behind a mature Louis. When in reality I knew he was just that same boy who I fell for three years ago. Hell maybe I was the one that was wrong. Maybe he had changed? And I was the only one still stuck in the past. But tonight was a sign that he was still there but hiding behind an image he created for himself.

God I was so confused. No love was confusing. Actully Louis was confusing. Scratch that life is confusing and all the people that God put on the earth for you to love, especially Louis. Was this what he was feeling when he was chasing after me. If it was then I would have been lost it. Louis must have been a lot stronger than I had been back then, but then he met Jessica.

Jessica is such a fucking slut. No I take that back. She hadn't done anything for me to judge her like that. Except mess around with Louis who happened to be her boyfriend. So I couldn't exactly call her a slut. What right did I have to? I was the one messing with her boyfriend who she didn't deserve. What did that make me in return the slut, or the other women?

Still I couldn't judge her I didn't know her story.

I wiped at my eyes but to no avail they wouldn't stop leaking as I pushed open the door to my apartment. Laughter was coming from the living room it sounded like they had company over. Instead of running to them with my problems I just eased the door closed. They didn't need to be brought down by my bad mood, but maybe I did need to go to them. Instead of trying not to bring them down with my problem just maybe I needed them to comfort me.

Why couldn't I stop crying? Guess once the dam breaks it'll flood the valley. Foster had always told me that was going to happen when I started crying. The flood gates would open and there would be no stopping it. Guess he was right, then again when wasn't he right? If he was still here I could have went to him with all my problems. There were only a few people that I’d go to, that I trust and he was one of them. Especially when I needed some really good advice, the ones that older people could give since they’d most likely been through what I was going through.

I fell face first on my bed and basically sobbed into it. Until I heard a knock at my door, I froze in my spot wondering who it was. Trent or Lexi would have just barged right in without me giving them permission.

"Kendall, its Levi can I come?" What was he doing here? I didn't want him to see me like this, but he was my friend.

"Yeah," I wiped at my eyes in a final attempt to stop the tears. Even though I’m sure my eyes would be red and puffy by now."Come in."

He had a big smile on his face when he entered the room, but as soon as he saw my face he was frowning."What's wrong sweetheart?" He asked, voice soft.

If it were any other time I would have hated that pet name. Right now I had bigger things to worry about like the fact that I thought about giving up on Louis. The thought alone had me feeling sick to my stomach, but it was still there. At the back of my mind nagging at me along with the thought that maybe he would be happier without me.

"Louis is such a dick," I snapped angrily finally letting the tears just fall."I told him that I loved him and he just brushes it off, but chases me when I leave."

He sat down on the other side of my bed."He chased after you though which means he still has feelings for you. Otherwise he would have just let you go, and then you would have something to worry about." He reassures me.

"But he knows how I feel now; shouldn't he have said something back?" I asked.

What was I expecting actually? For him to say he loved me back and everything would go back to how it should have been. Things like that only happened in sappy romance novels. This was real life where you couldn’t easily predict the ending just as the story began. Where the main girl had easily gotten over all of her past problem and was utterly happy by the ending. No this was real life where you had to go through trials and tribulations while hopelessly hoping that you ended up with a good simple life.

"He's probably scared and didn't know what to say. Some guys have a hard time crying in public let alone confessing somethin' as big as that. I say if you love him you should keep fighting for him."

"Why does all of this have to be some complicated?" A loud groan left me as I fell back on my bed.

He chuckled, “That’s life Kendall it's meant to be complicated." he climbed fully into my bed, till he was hovering over me a smile on his face."How about you go to the bathroom, take a nice long shower. And when you come out we all can get together do something’."

I nodded, “That sounds nice."

"We will order takeout. I'm up for some Chinese what about you? Would have just gone with chicken but Jay says he's a vegetarian now." I couldn't help but to laugh at this and finally wiping my eyes to stop the tears.

"Didn't he eat a hamburger the last time we were together?"

Levi just shrugged and leaned back so I could sit up."He met this girl the other day and well he's trying to impress her."

"You should have just told him to be himself." I replied while shaking my head, and glancing down at my phone as it buzzed. It was Andrew but I wasn't going to reply to it, not after what he said.

"I did tell him that but he said himself was too weird to attract opposite sex."

My eyebrows rose, “Did he say it exactly like that?"

He nodded, “Exactly like that. He was even talking about getting a haircut and buying a arse fancy suit." Levi just shook his head at how ridiculous that sounded."He says she's suppose to be high classed or somethin'." He said.

I just sighed and stood up to take some pyjamas out for tonight."If she doesn't like Jay for Jay then she doesn't deserve him." I just shrugged after that.

"I'll just go tell the rest of the guys what we have planned." Levi said, and then walked out of my room.

With a sigh I walked out of my room and into the bathroom. I stripped out of all my clothing then stepped into the shower, turning it on hotter than I usually would. Hot showers always soothed me especially when I needed to think. Sure Levi made it a little better but I needed someone who I could just let everything out too.

After about thirty minutes I had finished up in the bathroom. And was sitting in the living room with Lexi, Trent, Mason, Levi, and Jay. For some reason they couldn't decide on what to order, so Chinese food, pizza, and chicken was sitting around the room in their containers. While I sat on the couch with a box of noodles in my hand, and was watching with amusement as Lexi and Trent argued over what we should watch.

"How about we let the guest pick?" I suggested, while looking over at them.

"As long as it's not some cheesy romance movie I don't mind what you put on." Jay says while Levi and Mason nod in agreement. I could only roll my eyes. That meant they would argue even longer.

A knock coming from the door had us all turning our heads towards the sound. Lexi eyes widen as she scrambled up from the floor.

"I got it." She rushed out, trying to run but ended up tripping over her own two feet. A groan left her while she barely muttered an audible."Never mind I don't have it."

I just shook my head as I held in a laugh and went to open the door. Glancing through the peephole, I recognised two familiar people standing outside.

"Who is it?" I asked, just for the sake of asking to irritate the blonde on the other side of the door.

"I'm guessing since you probably peeped through the peephole, you're just tryin' to fuck with me?" Niall said.

I just laughed and opened the door for him and Shiloh to walk in. Shiloh shot me an angry glareas he brushed past me, while Niall just looked really amused.

"What's wrong with him?"

"He's still pissed at what you and Lou did at the restaurant." Niall laughs, and then lifts up three bags he was holding."Ever gotten drunk with an Irish man?"

I shook my head with a raised brow."No and tonight I definitely don't plan too." he frowned when I said this."Work and a hangover don’t mix." I explained to him, sternly.

He just rolled his blue eyes."Aww that's a shame I heard you were entertaining when you got drunk. I wanted to see if what Harry said was true." He said.

"What did he say?"

Niall smirked, “That you grab penises when you're intoxicated."

I punched him hard in the shoulder while exclaiming."That was one time!" he ran into the living room cackling loudly, and then hid behind Lexi who had gotten off the floor.

Instead of running after him I calmly sat back down on the couch, but couldn't find the noodles I was eating. Which meant someone took my food and that someone was about to meet an early death.

"Who took my noodles?" I questioned calmly, glancing around the room. Everyone just shrugged their shoulders, but when I looked at Levi he looked away.

"Levi?"

"Yeah." He responded with a small smile.

"Do you know what happened to my noodles?" I asked, while smiling back at him.

Before he could say anything else Jay walked back into the living room with a mouthful of my noodles. This was so going to be last time he is ever seen alive. Though before he even realised the danger he was in I tackled him to the floor, and snatched my half eaten box away from him.

"You're so dead Jay." I growled as I pinned his arms underneath him.

He huffed out a breathy chuckle."It was so worth it too. Those noodles were the bomb.com I would so hashtag it."

"You did not just say that?"

He nodded his head as I was sitting on stomach; he just smiled up at me like people normally said things like that. With a shake of my head I climbed off of him and sat down next to Levi.

"Oh I almost forgot." I pointed towards Niall and Shiloh."Levi, Jay that's Niall and the angry guy next to him is Shiloh." I introduced them.

"Niall bought alcohol he's my friend now by default." Jay said from the floor, while turning his head to smile at Niall. Niall just smiled back and laughed as Jay fist pumped the air.

Trent and Lexi had finally settled on a movie to watch. They claimed a hangover marathon fitted the situation because they most likely were going to end up with one. Levi and I opted out on drinking anything alcoholic. I had promised Selena I would meet up with her tomorrow, so no drinking for me.

"We could do body shots?" Niall winked at Lexi when he suggested this, which caused Lexi to blush furiously.

"I guess," Jay said from his place on the floor, but he was staring down at his stomach and hadn’t notice everyone’s attention on him."But I've required a bit of a tummy now. So don't complain when you see it."

Levi just shook his head as a fond smile played on his lips."Jay I'm pretty sure he wasn't suggesting that he take a body shot off of you." Levi explained.

"Oh that makes sense." Jay nodded.

Lexi clapped her hands together gaining our attention away from Jay. She walked over to Niall and sat down on his lap."How about we play never have I ever? We could have fun playing that."

"I'll get the shot glasses." Trent announced happily, from where he was curled up next to Mason. He jogged into the kitchen within a minute he was returning with six glasses. I watched as he passed them out, not missing the way he wiggled his bum in the air when he bent over. Obviously it was meant for Mason because he staring pretty hard. I just pulled my feet up on the couch and leaned my back up against Levi as the movie started.



Last night had been entertaining enough for me to momentarily forget everything that had happened. It mostly consisted of Niall getting really wasted along with the others. Jay ended up getting dared to strip down to his boxers, and having to run down the hallway belting a song called I'm sexy and I know it while he banged on our neighbours doors as he passed them.

Niall and Lexi well halfway through the night they were making out in the recliner but had fell asleep tangled against each other. Levi and I were supervising just in case anything got too dangerous. Though we were enjoying watching all the chaos take place. Even had to drag Trent and Shiloh from off of the balcony, because they were screaming they were so called king of the world.

Eventually someone called the police. They came up to our apartment about a noise complaint but we denied everything.

Though around six o'clock in the morning someone was banging on the front door. A groan left me as I rolled over into the body I was so comfortably snuggled up against. Someone else could get the door while I slept a little longer.

Bang!

Bang!

"Fuck." I cursed then rolled away from Levi, my bones popped as I stood up stretching. The living room was trashed, and sleeping bodies were scattered about along with few empty cartons of food."Don't you guys worry I've got the door." I muttered sarcastically.

"I'm coming damnit." I snapped while stepping over a barely clothed Jay, who had snuggled up against Shiloh’s' side. How could they not hear the knocking?

Whoever is on the other side of that door was going to hear a piece of my mind. Without looking through the peephole I'd unlocked the door and yanked it open. A scream left me when I saw who was on the other side of the door. I had lunged myself into his arms while hugging him to me as tight as I could.

"Kendall what's goi-" Trent asked sounding frantic as he ran up behind us.

"Hey Trent." Andrew grinned from ear to ear when I pulled away from him.

"Andrew!" Trent let out an unmanly like screech, letting the bat that I didn't notice he was holding fall to the floor as he threw himself at Andrew.

"I heard screaming." Lexi said, glancing from me to Trent as he smothered my brother. He had even started planting kisses against his face, while Andrew groaned in protest and tried to push him away.

"My brothers here Lexi." I smiled, feeling giddy enough that I jumped around slightly as I said it. Yeah I felt like a child opening presents on Christmas day regarding the fact that he just shown up out of the blue. Then I glanced down in confusion when I saw the hanger Lexi was clutching.

She blushed when she saw me looking at it."I was coming to protect you guys."

"With a hanger?" I questioned.

She nodded."It was the first thing I saw. I told you I wasn't good at doing violent things." Lexi defended herself.

I just laughed."What were you going to do? Hang up his shirt for him."

She just huffed in response while rolling her eyes. Trent grabbed the two suitcases Andrew had and ushered him inside. Lexi stuck out her hand for him to shake.

"I'm Alexis, just call me Lexi. I've heard so much about you Andrew."

Andrew just smiled instead of shaking her hand he pulled her in for a hug."I've heard so much about you too." He said.

"All good things I hope." Lexi smiles, but narrows her eyes on me in a teasing way.

For once I'd regretted letting them trash the living room. Because Andrew just glanced around the living room, eyes scanning the now slightly awake bodies. Shiloh had sat up and rubbed his face, he glanced down at Jay who was still asleep but had his arm slung around his waist. He just simply shook his head while shaking him awake as he removed his arm from around him.

"How come I wasn't invited to this party?" Andrew surprisingly chuckled still glancing around.

Shiloh took it upon himself to fully wake Niall up with a slap to the back of his head, then walked out of the living room

"You motherfucker." Niall hissed angrily while he rubbed the spot where he was hit. Though when he looked up and saw Andrew grinning down at him, he got up to hug him.

"It's been awhile," Andrew smiled as he pulled back from the embrace. He ruffled Niall's hair."You grew up on me." He teased.

Niall just playfully swatted his hand away."If I've grown up that meant you've grown old. So yes it's been awhile old man." was his retort.

Everyone had woken up by then. Levi had gotten up off the couch to help Jay search for his clothes, because he didn't want to go home in just boxers. Shiloh was I'm guessing off using the restroom. Lexi had said something about preparing a big breakfast and went into the kitchen.

"Andrew I want you to meet some people." I told him, while pulling him towards Levi and Jay.

"Why didn't you keep track of my pants?" Jay asked, while pouting at Levi who just laughed.

"Levi, Jay this is my twin brother Andrew."

"Levi?" Andrew questioned with a raised brow, staring straight at Levi. Who only seemed to look from Andrew then to me."My sister talks about you a lot too."

"Really?" Levi smiled.

Andrew nodded just nodded, his brown eyes narrowing slightly on Levi."You wouldn't happen to be the cause of that very visible hickey on my little sisters’ neck?" He asked, bluntly.

Levi's eyes widen in shock along with mine. Andrew hadn’t been here for more than a couple minutes and he was interrogating someone.

Jay just laughed out loud."God I need popcorn for moments like this." he paused for a brief moment."I need to find my phone, just in case I have to yell world-star while I'm recording it."

I just rolled my eyes, as he walked off."He wasn't the one who put that there."

Andrew just nodded shifting his gave from Levi to me."So Louis did it? Should have known." He turned back to Levi and smiled."That means I can actually like you now and I have to talk with Louis."

"Let's not have a repeat of you guys fighting." Niall says, bringing up the time they fought. I’d tried to forget that incident.

"Anyway that guy over there," I pointed to the couch where Mason was sitting observing us."That's Mason Trent's soon to be boyfriend. And the other guy that left was Shiloh Niall's bodyguard." I finished the introductions, and then we sat down next to Mason.

"So you guys look like you had a fun night?" Andrew glanced over at Jay, who had found his shirt but was still missing his pants, and shoes.

"Yes we did!" Trent exclaimed while throwing himself on top of Andrews lap, making him gasp out loud from the sudden impact. Trent just laughed."Andrew you're not calling me fat are you?"

"I'm saying you're enormous." Andrew huffed out as he shifted under Trent’s weight, but not making an attempt to actually push him off. I could see Mason glaring out the corner of my eye.

Sure Trent and Mason weren't actually dating but I knew for a fact that Mason would be sticking around.

Trent just scoffed, “Fine I don't like your lap anyway." Without giving Mason any warning he jumped in his lap. Though Mason wasn't complaining he just wrapped his arms around Trent’s waist.

Everything finally settled down some what and Jay found all of his clothes. I had finally decided to take Andrew away from the other so we could talk. From the glances he had been giving me throughout the time he was talking to the others. I knew he wanted to question me about not replying. I never knew he would go to such great lengths just to talk to me. It wasn’t like I lived a couple blocks away from. Then again I did come all the way here to get Louis back.

"Come on Andrew let's go put your stuff in my room." I said then grabbed one of the suitcases he brought, while he took the other one.

He followed me down the hallway and into my room. Once we had gotten in there he tossed his suitcase on my bed, and glared at me.

"Why haven't you been replying to me?"

I narrowed my eyes on him as the mood shifted to a more intense one. Don't get me wrong I was happy that he was here, but still slightly put off about what he suggested. We had to be twins or at least be brother and sister. Though I knew for a fact that even if he wasn't my blood brother, he'd still be my brother. That still didn't stop me from getting pissed.

"You know why I didn't reply back." I snapped angrily.

Andrew just shook his head then sat down on my bed. He shoved the suitcase on the floor, and then patted the spot next to him."Kendall we're going to talk this out like the adults we are, well I am. Come sit."

I just rolled my eyes in response, but sat down next to him anyway."Fine let's talk."