K-Project Oneshots

Izumo Kusangi

•This was requested by MystiqueR45•

(Y/n)'s Pov

I sat at the bar with a drink in my hand. Taking a sip while I listened to all the chatter and joyfulness in Homra. Everyone was talking and having a good time. And I just sat there, listening to them having fun. A sigh escaped my lips. Oh how I wish I could speak to them all. How much easier my friendship with everyone here would be. Oh, how unfair this is to Izumo. 

I spun around on my chair and looked at the blond who was behind the counter. My frown turned into a smile once I saw him. I didn't want him to worry and whatever mood I'm in, he'll always bring a smile on my face.

He's my rock.

"Would you like another one, my dear?" He gave me one of his adorable grins.

I thought about it and nodded. He gave me a smile and turned around, making me another one of my favorite drinks. Once he placed it down in front of me, I gave him a smile to thank him.

"Are you having fun?" I nodded and took a sip. "Then why did you have a frown on that beautiful face of yours?"

I shrugged and rested my hand on top of his, giving it a squeeze of reassurance. He slowly nodded and lifted my hand up to his lips, placing a soft kiss on it. I smiled and started to lean up. But, our lips never met. Izumos head snapped towards the crashing sound. I spinned around and looked over, seeing the sight of destruction.

Yata and Eric were on the ground, fighting. My eyes traveled to the coffee table that was now broken a long with a few glasses. Izumo stormed up to them while I turned around and finished the drink. I slowly stood up and grabbed a napkin with a pen. I quickly wrote 'I'm going to go rest upstairs, I'll see you one you come up. -(Y/n)' onto it before I walked up the stairs.

I slowly made my way up the stairs and into our room. The moment I sat on the bed, all those thoughts came rushing back. Why does he love me if I can't talk? How can he stand me? How can they stand me when all I ever do is nod, smile or talk to them through a paper and pen?

I sat on the bed, those thoughts swimming in my head. I sat there for around five to ten minutes, just thinking. My elbows rested on my knees while my hands held my head, a tear slipping out of my eyes. But I quickly wiped it away and stood up. Maybe if I try harder?  I crossed over to the other side of the room, standing in front of the mirror. I stared in it, looking at my reflection. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I can do this, I can succeed this time... Even if on word comes out it will be a step closer.

I slowly parched my lips and tried to speak out 'hello' but nothing came out. But I dind't give up. I kept trying and trying. Around the twenty minute mark, my throat started to get dry and I sighed. I felt the anger and sadness filling up my body, but, I was more frustrated than anything. My hand formed a fist and before I could think, I punched the wall. Causing a loud thud to happen and also causing a picture frame to fall off of the wall. Shattering it into pieces. Tears started to fall down my cheeks as I slid down the wall. Why can't I speak when I want too so badly?! No matter how much I try and try, I always fail! I'm a failure-

"(Y/n) darling, what's wrong?" He quickly rushed over to me and grabbed my hand, inspecting it.

Once he made sure my hand was okay, he brought me over to the bed. Both of us sitting down. His arms wrapped around me and I looked up at him, another tear slipping out.

"Hey, hey, I'm here. It's okay (Y/n)-chan. I'm here... Is it about you not being able to speak?"

I nodded and looked down at the bed blanket as my hands rested on held his hips. It's too frustrating. A sigh left his lips as he put his hand underneath my chin, lifting it up so our eyes could meet. With his thumb he brushed away the tears and pressed his lips against mine. 

"It's okay (Y/n). I can't say I understand how you feel because I don't. But darling, I can promise you I love you so much. It's okay if you can't speak, it is and I don't want you to feel obligated to try for me or the clan." I nodded and the tears stopped.

We sat there, Izumo holding me and calming me down. I pulled away from him and cupped his cheeks, pressing my lips against his. The kiss we shared was long but soothing. He slowly stood up and took my head, heading towards the door.

I parched my lips. Ready to try once more before we headed down the stairs. Thank- I stopped and took a deep breath. "T-thank...you.. I-izumo."

Izumo came to a hault and turned around, looking at me. His eyes got wide and as did mine.

"You did it (nickname)."

A grin formed on my face. I lunged at him and wrapped my arms around his neck. His arms wrapped around my waist and pulled me closer, lifting me in the air. My smile grew.

I fianlly said something!

I smashed my lips against his. Maybe I can again. I pulled away from him and stared up into his eyes. I ".....l-love...you."

Even tho the 'I' didn't make it out, he still understood me and smiled down at me. "And I love you (Y/n)-chan." I wrapped my arms around his neck again and smiled into his neck.

We fail before we succeed.

End of Oneshot