The Thug and The Gay Boy (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 15

TYE POV

We finished the movie and to my surprise Zaire really like that , he kept saying how much he liked the Jamaican crab, after the movie we just slept in each others arms... It felt so nice to not sleep alone...to have someone's arms around me..

The next morning ZaZa (yes corny i know but i like it) woke me up and took me home, my mother didnt say anything she seemed to still be upset about something , I got ready for school and headed for the bus, where I saw Brittany, I felt like I haven't seen her in forever.

"Hey boo where you been hiding bribrat?"

"Me?!! I feel like you the one who's been hiding, how you been?"

"I been good just chillin you know living my life."

I began to think of Zaire and started to smile.

"What you smiling about?"

"Oh nothing just thinking.."

The bus pulled up and we got on and the usual birds said hi to me over exaggerating my name and all that nonsense..and for some reason by instinct I saw Zaire and his friends and said hi to him

"Yo Zaire why this Fag saying hi to you?"

"I dont know , yo what the fuck you want?"

I felt like I had been stabbed in the heart..how could Zaire let him say that to me?! After everything he told me last night about his feelings towards me and his child ...i began to feel tears in my eyes..

"Nothing I dont want nothing from you Zaire not one single thing..."

I turned around and sat by myself for the rest of the ride and tried so hard to hold back the tears..i hated him for making me feel this way! I had gotten used to guys doing this to me I knew how to block out my feelings and build a wall..but he did something worse , he made me put my wall down and express myself to him and tell him my feelings....

when I got to school I told my teacher to excuse me while I go to the bath room...i went in and started to wipe the tears from my face when I heard someone come in ..i turned around and saw the devil himself..Zaire , I tried to walk past him but he grabbed my arm and pulled me back.

"Look I'm sorry for what happened this morning ok."

"Your sorry?! Are you fucking kidding me right now?!"

"What do you want me to say ?"

"Dont say anything Zaire just do whatever you wanna do but I'm done!!"

"What you mean your done?!"

"Meaning I cant do this! Don't you see these tissues in my hand ! I been fuckin crying all morning about this shit!! I cant be nobody secret, I've done this already I cant handle it Zaire."

"So you just gonna give up on me."

"No Zaire I'm falling for you but I can't let this continue to happen, you sat there and let your friend call me a fag!"

"What was I supposed. To do!"

"Tell him to not call me that !!! Tell him I'm your boyfriend! That you have feelings for me!"

"I can't.. Baby."

"No I'm not your baby."

i walked out the bathroom when i heard the bell ring and Zaire followed everyone came out the classrooms

"Tye!!"

Everyone stopped in the hallway and looked at us .

"i cant do this Zaire...Tell them ..."

i started to cry and i didnt care that people were looking..i never felt so much tears..

"Tell them...."

He just kept on staring at me..i began to walk away

"I love you...."

i turned around and looked at him, everyone just stood there with their mouths open but nothing coming out..

"What did you say..?"

"I'm not falling for you Tye because i already fell for you ... I love you.."

He grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him and kissed me right there in front of my friends and his ..The Whole School SAW US