I feel bad.
I think i dont want to be happy again.
People always make me sad.
No one can understand me.
Why people always looking for my mistakes?
Why I should to be here?
I know you all hate me.
But please understand me.
I'm trying my best to make you all happy and smile. But you all always make me feel sad/want to cry when Im in problem.
I'm like a ugly doll that people don't care and hate so much.
They never ask me. Why I cry ?
I also have a heart and a feeling.
I know you hate to look my face. Yeah, Im ugly. I'm so sorry I didn't use it properly.
I always give my straight face to you all when I feel dizzy and fever. They mad at me. But why they didn't ask me .. why i gave them a straight face? What happen to you, are you have a problem? Are you sick?
Now, i don't need that kind of question.
My heart hurts.
Do you all want my fake smile?
If you want to hate me, just hate me. I don't care.
I dont have to share it with anyone. They will not understand me.
I can't do this.
I'm weak.
I want to kill myself.
Please help me.
I need some advice.
