NCT Oneshots {Requests closed!}

•The break up - Nomin•

Jeno x Jaemin

•No smut but not really fluff either.

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Jaemin studies his boyfriend from where he sat beside him on the couch. He was truly beautiful. The way his dark hair hung and framed his face perfectly, the way his eyes lit up with the artificial light of the tv screen. Jaemin often questions how he had gotten so lucky to have a loving boyfriend like Jeno.

They were the sort of couple that spent each and every night laid in each other's arms, loving the warmth the other provided. No matter where they went or who they were with they would always sneak the odd peck on the lips here and there.

But their relationship wasn't always like this.

Jaemin and Jeno came from very different backgrounds. Jaemin hadn't spoken to his parents in over five years, they never cared much for him anyway and had never made any attempt to contact Jaemin since he had left. His parents had four other children to love and look after, they didn't care if Jaemin left.

Jeno however was an only child and came from a pretty rich area. His family home looked more like a mansion and Jaemin felt out of place each and every time they visited. Not only that, Jeno's parents despised him. They seemed to look at Jaemin as if he were some sort of parasite that is controlling their son and ruining his life. And even worse they weren't afraid to voice their distaste.

Jeno always says to ignore them, that Jaemin meant the world to him and he didn't care if his parents didn't like him. But Jaemin couldn't seem to let himself ignore them.

After being told over and over that Jaemin was holding Jeno back from achieving great things, he had started to believe it.

Shuffling closer to Jeno's side he wraps his arms around the older boy his head buried in his neck. He feels Jeno laugh, the vibrations shooting through him "your very clingy tonight" he comments before snapping his attention away from the tv and pulling Jaemin into his lap.

Jaemin smiles his usual bright smile as he looks at his boyfriend, his eyes searching every inch of the others face until they land on the lips. Slowly he leans forward and lightly place a kiss onto Jeno's lips.

It was light and sweet but Jeno couldn't ignore the slight salty taste causing him to pull away. He cups Jaemin's face and wiped away a stray tear from his cheek "baby what's wrong?" He asks, worry taking form over his features.

Jaemin shakes his head, trying his best to put the smile back onto his face "nothing I'm just tired" he laughs lightly but Jeno didn't look convinced.

He pulls Jaemin closer, his arms wrapping around his delicate frame and his chin resting upon his shoulder "Jaemin, if there's something wrong please tell me" his voice was so quiet it sounded almost like a whisper.

"I promise you there's nothing wrong, let's just go to bed" his voice was muffled by Jeno's soft hair but he feels the older nod before turning the tv off and carrying Jaemin towards their shared bedroom.
Gently he places Jaemin down and hops in the other side, pulling the comforter up over their bodies right up to their necks.

Jaemin rolls onto his side, his eyes admiring Jeno's beauty once again. His heart was beating at a hundred miles per hour, he was sure Jeno could hear it.

"I love you so much, you know that right" Jeno whispers, his hand gently stroking the side of Jaemin's face causing goosebumps to rise on his arms.

"I love you too"
With that Jeno places a small kiss to his lips before letting his eyes flutter shut, leaving Jaemin to lay awake.

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A few hours had passed, the digital alarm clock that sat on the nightstand reading 3am.
Jeno's breathing was now slow and even, a good sign that he was deep in sleep. He had rolled over at some point meaning it was easy for Jaemin to peel the thick covers from his body and tip toe out of the room.

He stands in the dark doorway, the moonlight from the window falling upon Jeno's sleeping form perfectly. Trying his best to hold back any stray tears he whispers a small "I'm sorry" before turning and moving down the small hallway before emerging into the open space of the kitchen/living room.

He grabs his jacket from the coat rack and pulls it over his body. Looking around the room he spots a piece of paper and searches a moment longer before finding a pen. He quickly writes out a small sweet note before leaving it beside the door, his messy handwriting, caused by shaking hands,facing upwards for Jeno to see.

You deserve a good life Jeno...I'm so sorry I love you so much
~Nana x

He takes his keys to the apartment before unlocking the door, hearing the clicking of the lock, pulling the keys out and hanging them up once again.
He lets his eyes look over the apartment once again, the tears were uncontrollable now, a hand flying to his mouth to muffle any stray sobs.

He had to remind himself over and over that he was doing this for Jeno. They were never meant to be, they were from completely different worlds and Jaemin was only holding his boyfriend back.

Gently and quietly he pulls the door closed and begins to walk down the corridors of the building heading for the elevator. Once he steps inside and the door had closed he let out a sob, his tears falling from his eyes and pooling at the corner of his lips, wiped away by his hand.

His breathing was uneven and once the doors pinged open he hesitates before stepping out.

He could go back. He could go back up to the apartment, throw away the note and climb back into bed with Jeno and act like none of this had ever happened, but he couldn't. Everyone likes to tell him that Jeno was out of his league and that Jeno deserved so much better, after a while you start to listen to those comments and believe them to be true.

Before he could change his mind he moves from the elevator and through the lobby until he stood in the noisy streets of Seoul. He looks left, then right before deciding to walking left, not knowing where he was going, but he knew he had to get out of sight quickly. He didn't want to have to witness Jeno waking up and realising he had left, he knows Jeno would come looking for him and would find him in a matter of seconds if Jaemin didn't move. Part of him didn't want to move. Part of him was hoping Jeno would come after him and pull him into his warm arms, shower him in sweet kisses and repeat over and over how much he loved Jaemin. But he couldn't let that happen.

Jaemin lets out a shaky breath before burying his hands into his jacket pocket and walking further and further away from the building, and Jeno.

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A/N: sorry this was short and kinda crappy i hope u liked it anyway.