The Substitute Bride

Chapter 25

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Lea Salonga

"Teh baka gusto mo magkwento, huwag mo kami daanin sa pa ngiti mo." i heard Vice talking but i can't understand.

"Pardon?" i asked, t'was a mind-blowing scene that i can't get it out in my mind.

"Nevermind, ano na ang plano mo?" he asked me.

"I don't know, i choose to gave him a chance but i felt like there is something wrong." hindi ko maiwasan na alisin sa sarili ko ang pagdududa.

"What do you mean?" Dawn finally entered the conversation.

"Tama ba na binigyan ko siya agad ng pagkakataon?" i don't know where is this going, i just want my kids to have their biological father.

"Admit it, i know that you gave him a chance because of the twins. Hindi ka agad dapat na nagdesisyon kung alam mo sa sarili mo na hindi ka pa handa, huwag ka maging desperada sa love, pwede siyang maging ama sa anak niyo pero kung ayaw mo pa sa ngayon na pumasok sa relasyon huwag muna, hindi lang ikaw ang maapektuhan sa huli pati na rin ang anak ninyo." i stared at Vice and Dawn's eyes telling them 'you all are lying'.

"I'm muddled, i'm hurt at the thought that if i let this chance passed, ako rin ang magsisisi." i pressed my two palm at my face.

Argh, what to do?

"He can be a father while he's courting you." Dawn stated.

"I love him, is'nt that enough?" i eyed them while waiting for their answer.

"Balanced emotions are crucial to intuitive decision making."

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After i gave Dawn and Vice a kiss, i decided to go home since i have to rest, i sat properly at my car and start the engine.

A drops of water poured out turned into a rain, a smile curved at my lips when i remember the memories I and Aga had in the rain.

I took my phone in my bag when i accidentally hit the radio power button.

'Dj: So, ano ang tinatagong meaning sa likod ng kantang 'Kung Di rin lang ikaw'?

DA: Actually this is meant for the peoples who currently losing their hopes for their loved ones. Pinakamasakit dahil nagpapalaya sila, kasi alam nilang hindi naman sila hanggang sa huli. Pinipigilan ang sarili upang hindi na ulit magmahal kagaya ng binigay niyang pagmamahal sakanya.'

Kung hindi rin lang ikaw ang dahilan Pipilitan ba ang puso kong hindi na masaktan?
Kung hindi ikaw ay hindi nalang
Pipilitin pang umasa para sa'ting dalawa

What if this our reality? Pinipilit ko ang sarili ko kay Aga kung alam kung hindi naman talaga kami hanggang huli?

But he said he loves me, sometimes 'i love you' hides different meanings.

Kung di rin tayo sa huli
Aawatin ang sarili na umibig pang muli.
Kung di rin tayo sa huli
A

awatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka?

Ooohhh, napapikit ako ng mata habang ninanamnam ang bawat masasakit na salitang nanggaling sa kanta. Tumutusok sa puso ang bawat salita.

Kung hindi rin lang ikaw ang dahilan Pipiliin bang umiwas ng hindi na masaktan
Kung hindi ikaw ay sino pa ba ang luluha sa umaga para sa'ting dalawa

Bumibitaw dahil di makagalaw Pinipigilan ba ang puso mong ibang sinisigaw?
Kung di rin tayo sa huli aawatin ang sarili na umibig pang muli
Kung di rin tayo sa huli aawatin ba ang puso kong ibigin ka?

Aga please get out just for one day, napapagod na ako umiyak tuwing naiisip ko lahat ng ginawa mo sa akin at kung paano ko tiisin ang lahat.

The moment when i beg myself to stop crying, everyday i pray and ask for strength to survive this pain. For my twins! Just for my twins. I sasacrifice ko ang lahat.

Sorry Aga, but i have my twins as my first priority. It's up to him if he pursue me or what.

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Aga Muhlach

"Nice video, so nagkabalikan na talaga kayo ni Lea?" she said, calm.

"Charls, let me explain." i swallowed hard

"What the heck, Aga?" she ranted.

"Nakipagbalikan ka kay Lea, pero alam mo na may girlfriend ka. Are you even thingking?"

This is what i expected, i turned my back at her to calm my nerves.

"Don't you dare turned your back at me, alam ko na nasa wisyo ka non kaya dapat alam mo kung anong kalalabasan. Be a man, Aga!" she gave me death glare, call me a cheater and a timer or so whatever..

Litong-lito ako, pero parang walang halong pagsisisi akong nararamdaman nang nagconfess ako kay Lea, like i made a right decision.

"What now, tatahimik ka lang? Sa tingin mo ba lahat ng babae matutuwa sa ginawa mo?"

"I'm s-so-sorry."

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Charlene Mae Lorenzo

"I'm s-so-sorry."

I want to punch him, slap him and pinch him until he knelt at the floor. I want to scream.

Bakit ka pa bumalik, Lea?

That hypocrite, is that woman isn't inform that Aga have a girlfriend.

Nakakainis!!!

"What, sorry? Yan lang ang masasagot mo?"

I gathered all my strength before i said. "Once na lumapit ko ulit kay Lea, it's time to say goodbye to your precious twins."

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