I'm Broken (Liam Payne Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

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I stood up and walked away from the bed on which was still seating the burly haired that just kissed me. I passed my hands throught my hair repeatidly. Did he really just kissed me? What did that mean really? I knew Harry was a big flirt so it might have just been one of these things he does a lot. I turned to see a very concerned boy. His green eyes were starring me showing sights of deep pain.

"What is that supposed to mean Harry?" I asked looking back at him.

"I-I really like you Bonny. That's what it means, but I guess you don't..." he said sadly looking at the ground.

"Haz, I really don't want to hurt you. It's just that I don't like you that way." I said suddenly feeling more sad but angry.

"It's Liam, isn't it? You like him and not me?" he asked. I stayed silent not supporting to tell him the turth. He stood up and walked to my door. he turned to look at me for a last time.

"I'll leave you alone now. I'm sorry this was probably not the right time." he said closing the door behind him. I sighed and thought to myself 'Definetly not.'

I leaned back on bed. What a life I had now? Being best friend with the worldwide known boy band, One Direction. Maybe stil fake dating with the member I fell in love with, leaving the other band member that liked me alone. I hated myself for what I was doing to Harry. I didn't like him, but he was still one of my best friend and seeing him like this was definetly not something that I liked. The tears fell one more time in the past two days. That night, I cried myself to sleep again.

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Two feet step on top of my bed. I stayed asleep ignoring the fact that someone was standing on my bed over my head. That someone started jumping up and down trying to wake me up obviously.

"Wake up sleepy head! You need to get out this building today!" I recognized Annie's enthusiastic voice.

"Go away." I groaned and baried my face deeper in my pillow, ignoring my best friend.

"No way! You won't pass one more day into this dawm flat closing yourself from the world. Plus, we need to have some serious talk the two of us, don't we?" She said, kneeling at my level.

"Later." I murmured just loud enough so that she'd hear me. I left her two arms pull me over. I started falling from my bed and hurt myself to the cold ground. That's what she usually do when she can't manage to wake me up. I crawled to the bathroom, murmuring to myself.

"Fine, you win." I opened the door and walked in my bathroom. I looked myself into the mirror like I did the previous skin. My hair were messier and my bags were worst than they used be. I sighed before I walked to the shower to open it. I stripped off my clothes and stepped into the shower. I washed my body and ran my hands into my hair drifting throught my thoughts. I stepped out when I was done. I wrapped my body and walked into my room to get some clothes. I picked a loss shirt and a pair of skinny jeans. I walked back into my washroom to brush and dry my short brown hair. I straighten them when they were completly dry. Just then, I walked to the kitchen to eat some food. When I walked in, I saw Annie cooking breakfast. She had been cooking crepes. A normal person would have thought there was way too much food for two girls like us, but in reality, she ate like a porc and in my case, I was in depression which makes me eat like porc as well. While we ate, Annie tried to take my mind off what was happening in my life. Of course, she failed.

"Since I can't tale your mind off it, what happened with Harry last night? I just heard you screaming at him..."

"He kissed me." I simply said not wanting to had more.

"So he likes you, but you don't as I can see." I nodded and took another forkful of her crepes. We finished our plate and she dragged me out of the flat. I followed her without any conviction, praying we wouldn't come by either Liam or Harry. Fortunetly, we didn't and she just carried me to her car. I sat in the passenger seat. She drove into the roads of London. I placed my head on the cold glass waiting for the car to stop. When we finally arrived to our destination, I looked around to see she had brang me to a mall. Predictable. I looked at my girl friend and sent her a look that meant 'Really?'. She shrugged her shoulders and walked out of her car. I followed her in the stores, not paying much attention at first. Finally, I let myself go a bit more after about two hours of shopping. I found a very nice shirt. I bought it and then we walked out to get food for dinner. When we walked into a McDonalds to get a Big Mac, we heard a girl's squeal. We turned around to see what had just happened.

"You guys are Annie and Bonny right?" she said to us. We looked at each other very confused about why she knew who we were. We nodded still confused.

"Oh my god! I'm a big fan of One Direction and you guys are so cool. Bonny, you and Liam are perfect!" Right, to anyone else, Liam and I were still dating. I smiled weakily.

"Thanks love" I said as sincerely as possible.

"Can I get a photo with you guys?" she asked nervously. Annie and I looked at her surprised.

"Yes, but it's not like we're famous you know..." Annie said. The girl took out her phone and we all posed for the picture. She even handed us a napkin to sign. I wrote a little message.

'Hey Lila,

You seem really nice. It was very nice to meet you! I'll make sure that the boys follow you on Twitter love ;)

-Bonny xx'

She thanked us and we left her to get our order. We ate our burgers and then left to have some more shopping. We were walking into Forever when I bumped into someone. I looked up to see a familiar tanned curly girl. Oh no. Not her!