Evie Frye x Male Reader

Part 18

(F/N) layed on his side, his eyes were halfway open, he felt calm and happy. (F/N) was laying on Evie's bed in the train car, the sun was up and briightening the room. As he layed on the bed, he looked to the women next to him, Evie. He rubbed her shoulder, he smiled, Evie smiled back. "I missed you," (F/N) whispered to Evie, "So did I," she said with a clever smirk.

The sun outside the train car suddenley dimmed, London began to fade away, from outside, "Why don't you trust me?" asked Evie, "What do you mean?" (F/N) replied, "you thought I would leave you for Henry" Evie stated plannly, her smile was gone now. London vanished more, "I was just afraid, I can't lose you," (F/N) said, the sense of calm that he had felt left him; "Yet you're considering giving the Shroud to Starrick," (F/N) was quiet, there was no London outside now, just the train car.

"How do you know about that?" (F/N) asked he was becoming scared now, "Did you honestley think I could still love you? After you would even think about giving the Shroud to that monster," (F/N) sat up and got off the bed, he rubbed his face, "I just need an explanation, Why?, Why (F/N), (F/N)!!, (F/N)!!!"

-----------------------Coming back to reality------------

Evie yelled at (F/N), to attempt to wake him up, "(F/N)!!! (F/N)!!," after a small period of time, followed by little response, Evie sighed and mumbled, "Jacob hold his arms." She pinched the bridge of her nose, "Why?" Jacob asked shooting her a curious look, but never the less he grabbed (F/N)'s arms and held them. Evie didn't even think about Jacob's question, she herself had hundreds of questions buzzing through her mind, and the man who could answer them was still unconcious.

After four very long and extrenous hours, Evie saw no other options, she pushed Jacob's head down,  moved her open hand behind her head, and swung with all her mite. The sound of a hand hitting a face rang through the train, (F/N)'s eyes snapped open, and he strated flailing, he wasn't able to move around much though as Jacob had his arms, finally after calming down, the first thing (F/N) thought of was the searing pain in his face. Jacob let go of him.

As he sat up, (F/N) put his hand to his face, and felt his searing cheek, "Why would you do that?" (F/N) asked groaning, Evie grabbed his face with one hand and opened one of his eyes with the other. "You weren't waking up, so I had to hit you, hurting you seems to be the only thing that would work," (F/N) sighed, and tried to lay down, but Evie held onto his head firmly and checked his other eye, "Next time just throw a bucket of piss on me," Evie stepped away from (F/N) and looked at him with disgust and confusion.

Jacob laughed at (F/N)'s remark, Evie was clearley not amused, (F/N) layed down on the bed and sank in it, "I feel like im going to pass out," Evie layed a hand on (F/N)'s shoulder, "Well don't you and I have much to discuss and after that much to fix," Evie shot Jacob a look at the last part of her comment, he looked a bit upset as if he was being told to do something he didin't want to do. Jacob started walking torward the door to the train car, "Jacob I am warning you" Evie said pointing a finger at her brother, "What? I can't here you, i'm to busy.... jumping out of the car," which is just what Jacob did, he opened the door to the car and jumped out of the train, landing on two feet next to the train.

Evie pulled out her revolver and pointed it at Jacob, (F/N) chose that time to interrupt, as he didn't want his friend to get shot. He grabbed Evie's arm and squeezed it gently,"You said you wanted to talk?" (F/N) said. Evie's focus went away from Jacob which gave him enough time to escape, by climbing over a roof. Evie put her revolver back into it's holster and sighed, "He just bothers me with his careless antics sometimes," (F/N) shrugged and replied "thats what Hats loves the most, careless antics." Evie looked at (F/N) and he realized she was glaring at him, "I should yell at you for helping Jacob...but I am a good person, so i'll wait for tommorow, but you are correct, we need to talk now."

(F/N) nodded he did have allot he wanted to tell her, "There's something I need to tell you," (F/N) stated, Evie shot (F/N) a questioning look, curious what the man she loved would need to tell her. She sat on the side of her bed, and looked at (F/N), he looked at Evie, her green eyes looked back at his (E/C) ones expectantly, he wanted to tell her everything, how Starrick had asked him to deliver the shroud to him, how Starrick had threatend Evie, and how every second of the day he wished he and Evie could just walk away from it all.

But (F/N) didn't say that, after a brief period of silence he said, "I love you," Evie leaned back and scoffed she was clearley about to reply but he continued talking, "Seeing you with Henry, it made me feel something, something I haven't felt in any fight." Evie raised an eyebrow at (F/N)'s comment, "Fear. I realized I couldn't lose you, I can't live without you." Evie teared up and nodded her head, but she kept her composure, (F/N) was about to continue but Evie but a hand to his mouth, and reached into (F/N)'s jacket which was hanging on the bedpost. (F/N)'s heart beat faster and he was about to move away from Evie's hand when, she did what he wished she hadn't.

She held the wedding band in her hand, "Why did you get this?" she said simply with a tone of sorrow. (F/N) swallowed, "I just saw it one day at a store a few weeks ago, I thought about what it would look like if you wore it, and then I bough it."

Evie remained silent, she looked at (F/N) her fist was clenched around the ring. (F/N) was looking at her, begging her with his eyes, 'do something' he thought.

Finally, Evie cleared her throught she looked at her desk that was right across from them she couldn't bare to look at (F/N). "Before I met you, Father would always say, never let personal emotions get in the way of the mission," (F/N) nodded knowing that Evie always cherished the memories and sayings of her father.

"But when I met you, I found myself questioning the idea that I could resist one of the most basic desires I was trained to avoid: Love," Evie looked back at (F/N), her eyes were filled with tears now, "when we first kissed, I allowed myself to believe that Father was wrong, maybe I could allow myself to love you."

(F/N) felt were this was going, he felt the tears coming, he was silentley praying this was another dream. "But when you were shot .... doubt entered my mind, I then asked myself a question, if it came down to saving you or keeping the Shroud from the Templars which would I chose?" (F/N) couldn't stand it any longer, "Eve please, I.." Evie cut (F/N) off again, "And when you were unconcious, the answer revealed itself to me, I can't live with out you either," a single tear slid down Evie's cheek.

"What are you saying?" (F/N) asked, he was dreading the answer, "(F/N).... I can't do this anymore," Evie said, she stood up slowly, walked torward the next cable car. She put the ring down on her desk, and walked out leaving (F/N) alone. (F/N) stood up to, with allot of effort, and he watched Evie go, he walked over to the ring, and picked it up. In his fingers it felt so delicate, (F/N) then realized he was shacking, he balled up his fist with the ring inside, and slammed his fist onto Evie's desk. He fell to his knees, looking at the ring in his hands, he then felt the tears hit his hand as well, he was crying and he was just now noticing. (F/N) didn't try to stop the tears as he kept staring at the ring in his hand.