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Saying Goodbye (JINXX 2)

~Previously on saying Goodbye~
Walking into the old house you used to call home, the same home you walked out of when the trouble became too rough. "Y/N" slipped out of jinxx's mouth.

~Real life~
"Hey" slipped out of your mouth. Cc came running towards you, a smile covering his face. "Y/N I MISSED YOU" screaming towards you, "he hasn't been the same, thank god your back" he whispered in your ear. "He is married to polly?" You whispered back. "Y/n y/n what what are you doing here?" Jinxx questioned. "She came with me" ash said, slinging his arm around your shoulder. He smiled down to you, his smile is contagious, you just had to smile back. "ASHLEY, kitchen now" jinxx shouted. Everyone was talking and catching up, when the stairs made a creak. Turing to see a pregnant woman was not expected. "Jinxx why is there people in our living room" she spoke. Jinxx hurried out of the kitchen to the pregnant woman, suspected to be Polly. "Guys this is polly my wife, polly this is CC, Andy, jake, Ashley and y/n" polly looked suspiciously at me, maybe knowing mine and jinxx past. But its in the past. Right? Cc and jake went and hugged her, welcoming into the family whist Andy and Ashley stood by me. " jinxx kitchen now please" Andy pulled him away. Juliet and inna came in talking about inna and Jakes wedding. Stopping when they saw me they squealed. Pulling me into a group hug, guilt ran over me, I left my best friends. "Im so glad you are back, your back for good right?" Juliet pulled you into a bigger tighter hug, never planning to let you go. Whilst inna looked the door. "Im going no where" so spoke back as the guys came back from the kitchen, Ashley walking over to you. You guys got close over the past years, a relationship blossomed. Kissing your forehead, he spoke "she isn't going anywhere" wrapping his arms around your waist. Jinxx looked away painful, not that anyone but Andy and jake noticed. Polly came and kissed his cheek, jinxx flinched away. "So tea" came out of ccs mouth. Im so happy I'm home.
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~2 months later~
Everything was back to normal, yet it felt different. You didn't know whether it was bad or good? Yours and Ashley relationship was rocky because jinxx was always there. Ash got jealous a lot. You had just got into a fight and you didn't know what to do. Without thinking you were back at the old house, in the background in the swing you used to go on. It was like everything came back to you. Tears flowing down your face, not making any sign of stopping. Jinxx watched from the window, saddens radiated to him." Hey" slips from his plumped lips as he wraps a blanket around your frozen body." So" jinxx tried to fill the awkwardness but it still filled the air. "Ok sorry I left, it just got too much" you apologised, tears threatened to spill. "I understand, but what I can't get is how did you go for ash?". " he was there for me? I don't know I need d someone and he was there" "yet you ran away from me, from us " "I AM SO SORRY OK, I was selfish I thought of myself rather than everyone else for a moment but I have to live with the hag guilt for the rest of my life"
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~1 week later~
Driving down the motorway, rushing to get to jinxx, Ashley just called me panicking that jinxx is in the hospital. Rain poured down from the sky, littering the road. "COME ON GOD" you yelled at the road up a head. Pulling up to a red light. It seemed to all go slowly as a bright light came crashing through the darkness
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Air rushed through my veins. Panting, air was the purest I've ever tasted. Bright white blurred my vision. A hand gripped my hand, pulling me hard. "Y/n y/n your awake your awake? I second let me get the doctor" this lady went and got the doctor. "Ahhh miss y/n how are you today" releasing the shackles from around my waist. "What is going on? I want jinxx, where is he? Is he ok?" You screamed at the doctor. "Now who is jinxx y/n?" The doctor asked nicely. He isn't real?