wrong number {marcus gunnarsen}

marcus and jacqueline

marcus pov//

i know martinus said not to go but i'm clearly not wanted. i'm sitting out here and at least it isn't cold. they have been in there a while. i was thinking about how martinus yelled at me.

all the things he said was true. ugh why am i so stupid. she will never love me now and i don't blame her. i looked at my phone and they have been in there for almost 20 minutes now.

jacqueline is probably really upset which makes me upset to think about and makes me sick to my stomach. i'm an awful person and everyone knows it and oh god. i have to get out of here.

i got up and stared to walk down the street. all the houses looked pretty much the same and it felt like a never ending street. finally i reached the end, a dead end in fact.

there was a big tree that flopped over. it looked sad, kind of like how i am now. i went under the flowers and branches and sat there for a little while reflecting on what i just did.

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i was sitting on the couch but i just couldn't get comfortable. i got up and tried to move around and all but i was just too upset right now.

jacqueline; "anna? martinus?"

they must have left. how did they do that without me hearing. i guess i wasn't focused. maybe i should take a walk. i don't want to be here anymore, i want to go home.

i mean home back to my parents. i have spoken to my mother but not my father. he still hates me. i let out a sigh and got out the door. down the street i go.

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i was replaying everything that just happened and i had juice all over me when i heard someone coming. my heart raced.

marcus; "jacqueline?"

anna; "no."

martinus; "and no."

anna and martinus peaked their heads through the branches and sat down next to me.

marcus; "what are you doing here. don't you hate me...cause i hate myself right now."

anna; "hate is a strong word...but i don't like you right now i have to be honest."

marcus; "i understand why."

martinus; "marcus why did you say all that?"

i really didn't know. why did i say all of that?

marcus; "i don't know. i guess i never had a girl like her before and i felt special because she chose to talk to me and saw me another way and i guess i just got all wrapped in that idea that she would never leave me. but then when our managers and all said we couldn't see you guys...i just thought she wouldn't get over me because i couldn't get over her."

anna; "your managers said you couldn't be with us?"

martinus; "yes. we came here without them knowing and we will be in so much trouble but it was worth it."

i guess he didn't tell her that. that made anna really sad but also happy at the same time.

marcus; "i'm really sorry anna."