Never Love (BTS Suga FF)

Part 13 Hold Me

Y/N pov

Today our schedule is recording for our new MV. Yup they had released new album You Never Walk Alone. Their songs also being top at various charts at Korean music sites like Melon, Genie, and many others. I loved Spring Day the most, because the lyrics has deep meaning about friendship. Despite i didn't have many friends but i have them now.

We making music video at Daegu, that's his hometown, i'm still mad at him, but i felt him always looked at me all the time. It's my fault or him? Maybe i shouldn't agreed about that fake relationship at the first time. He was hurted my heart. I didn't even care about him from that time. He was like blame everything on me. I wish he talk the truth to me. But until now he doesn't.

"Noona! Watch out!" V shouted because Jungkook was thrown a snow ball to me. Then it's ended on my face. This kids was on my nerve sometimes.
"Yahhh!" i shouted and trying to catched him around. They laughed hard, i can't angry to them for real. I had to admit that they always success to make me smile. I glanced to Jimin who sat beside Jhope, after that incident i became closer to him. He heard my words and also cared to me.

After recording, we took a break for lunch, we ate hamburger, kimbap and many others. I guessed they really hungry, almost everytime. This is awkward for a moment because i was sat between Jimin and Yoongi right now. But only Jimin who talked to me, i felt a bit sad. I ate quietly and laughed when Jin talked his Dad joke. Even my mind and feeling says not good. I stand then go to washroom, in there i wash my face, looking through mirror in front of me.
"Y/N, he isn't worth for you, don't think about him too much. Because... It's hurt." i said. I slapped my face and go back to my seat. Suddenly Jimin whispered to my ear.
"Noona can we meet at the outside after our schedule done?" he asked.  Firstly i felt flustered and curious, so i agreed to him.

Author pov

While you both are whispering, Yoongi took glanced. He felt something annoyed seeing Jimin became closer to you. But he couldn't do anything. He thinking how to apologize, but it's something hard for him. He is egoist, everyone know about that.

Y/N pov

"Uaahh finally our schedule has ended for today." i said while stretched my body. Then someone tapped my shoulder from behind.
"Better you rest manager nim." Jhope said while showing his smile.
"But the most tired is you guys. I'm just helping you from back." i said.
"No. No. No. If you and staff aren't here, we can't do anything with this right?" Jin said. I laughed when he says No in English. He pouted then came to Namjoon. Although he was older than me but it doesn't felt like that. Sometimes he was like brother, other time he like my mother too. He is the one who is close to me compared to the other members.

We had to stayed at hotel before we comeback to dorm. I've called my Mom about this. I'll bring a merch for her, she always love unique things. So i decided to walked alone after we check in at hotel. I saw many things here, I found key chain with cute cat. The seller told me, if i buy 2 couple key chain that couple will long last forever. How cheesy right? I bought for BTS and my mother since they always there for me. After that i arrived at coffee cafe. I heard that this place quite famous, maybe i should try. I sat at the corner of cafe because you know this area is my favorite.
"Would you like to order?" the waiter asked me.
"Hmm.. Vanilla latte and muffin please." i said.
"Okay, please wait for a moment." then the waiter leaved.
I played game on phone then suddenly someone sat in front of me. He showed his angelic smile to me and i smiled back.
"Noona what are you doing here?" he asked.
"I'm just want to walk around here. Uhmm why you're here Jimin?" i asked him back.
"Hmm.. I've followed you behind." he smirked.
"Yah don't play with me." i laughed because his smirk seems weird. After that we laughed and talked a lot about today.

"Noona, i want to tell you..that.." he said.
"What?" i was curious. When he was about to answered the waiter came and bring my order.
"That what Jimin?" i asked him again. But he shooked his head.
"Nothing, i'm just want to tell you don't go alone." he smiled.
"Oh okay. You didn't order?" i said.
"No, I'm in diet." he said.
"What? But for what?" i shocked because he doesn't looked fat at all.
"For my fans." he said while looking around.
"Oh okay but Jimin, you should eat well too. Don't push yourself." i said while looking to him. Then i gave him my muffin.
"Eat this. You didn't eat anything since lunch." i said.
"But..." he said but before he continued i feeding him. He shocked but in the end he chewed them.
"Good boy." i smiled.

After that we walked together, the moon was shining tonight. Jimin's hair which is pink hair seems like sakura. I was giggled because he is so cute with those color. Then Jimin realised that i was giggled while looking at him.
"Hm? What wrong with you?" he asked.
"Nevermind. I'm just amazed by your hair." i smiled. He stay silent then i saw his cheeks blushed. Omo.
"Don't say such a thing like that. I'm so embarrassing, because they chooses pink." he looked to other sight.
"Haha, no, you looks good with any color i think." i smiled.
"Noona, you looks cute than me." he said. That made me blushed.
"Hmm of course I'm."  i said trying to calm down myself, honestly his straightforward make my heart pounding. No, he is younger than you.

"Hmm, noona." he called. I looked to him after my mind clear again.
"Why?" i asked him directly.
"But firstly, please don't get mad on me." he said.
"Okay, just say it." i said. Then he grabbed my hand.
"I know that this is so sudden and I'm younger than you." he said seems read my brain before.
"But, i want to tell you about my feeling.... Noona...." he took deep breathing then looked into my eyes.
"I know you are my manager, but this feeling is right. Before he come to you, i'll take you first." he said. Seem know about what happen next, my heart was beat hard. I didn't want to him hear, fortunately we talked at side of street.
"What do you mean Jimin? You just kidding right?" i said hiding my nervous.
"I don't joking right now Noona. I want to tell you... That..." he said but suddenly someone interrupted us. My hand was pulled by someone i know and i hate him now.
"Yoongi hyung?!" Jimin called. But Yoongi doesn't talked anything. His hand hold my hand so tight.
"Don't you dare to take her from me, Jimin." he said then pulled me and leaved Jimin alone. I'm the one who confused, didn't say anything, because i could saw his anger. I followed him while he still hold my hand.

"Why you doing this? I should hear Jimin first." i said while trying to escape from him. But is useless, he trapped me with his hand. His eyes turned dark and he looks like want to eat me there. I felt afraid when he was like this. But then he hugged me instead.
"Please, forgive me." he whispered. I doesn't talk or answer him because this is my first time hearing him do apologize.
"Hold me... It's felt uneasy when you around him." he said slowly.

Annyeong it's been a long time i haven't update right? I'm sorry for making u wait this part. But you know I'm still busy with my work. Hmm i love you my readers, i'm so happy that you still waiting me. Mianhaeee... Please take care youself and thank for ur support. I hope next time I'll update on time. 😍😍😍