Dear Lux

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Dear Lux,

I did something either very brave or very stupid today. I left the Jedi Order.

I'm not going to talk about why right now in writing, but I assure you, there were several reasons. We will probably never see each other again, and that's okay. Don't worry about me. I'll be okay somehow. I know how you're going to react when Anakin tells you the news of my departure. You'll run a hand through your neatly combed hair and turn it into a mop of brown fluff and then bury your face in your hands, wishing you had said something to me earlier. Because now, you might not ever get another chance. At least that's how I hope you'll react. I always love it when you do cute things like that. I just love you in general.

I'm not sure why I continue to write you these letters. It's not like you're ever going to read them, anyway. I guess it gives me the closure I need. I hope you and Tessilya are doing okay.

With love,
Ahsoka