philophobia - vocaloid.

Chapter 21 - Twins,

-on the previous chapter

Rin : WELL HE WON'T ! CUZ HE'S INNOCENT !! AND I DONT FREAKING CARE IF YOU WERE -- wait,you were actually worried about me ?!

- Kagamine Len's Point of view -

" Yes Rin. I am worried about you. " I said as I bit my lip,

Rin looked at me like she couldn't believe it.

She looked down,

- Kagamine Rin's point of view -

" Rin  . . . Do you remember ? .  . . "

" I. . . I . . . " I stuttered frozen.No. . not that memory. . .

flashback

"Len. . promise me . . take care of your sister no matter what, " mom says with sorrow,

" yes. . but mom . . . don't go . . " Len cries,

I just stood there.I didn't really love mom that time. . But I realized . .

I was a spoiled brat.I loved to fight with guys,so people feared me . . However,Len's the opposite,

Soon,people left me.I was alone.Mom always scolds me to be kind,I tried . . .  I smiled at them,they ran away. . . .

Doushite. . .doushite. . what did I do wrong ?

kurushite . . . kurushite . . .

Mom. . I know your gone but. .  Gomen  ne. . kurushite. . are you proud of me ? I have friends and high grades. .

I didn't even get to say " i love you "

before,

I was like a bird in a cage . . locked.Trapped.

Shouting " GET ME OUT OF HERE ! "

But Len's smile freed me . . .

- end of flashback -

( *doushite - why kurushite - forgive me gomen ne - im sorry )

" Yes . . " I mutter,

' I'll protect you . . even when I  die " He said with sorrow,

" Don"t say that! " ,I said trying to fight tears back," Your the only one I have ! "

" You have friends . . . and you love Oliver,right ? "

Yes.I have friends. . and I love Oliver too . . but that doesen't mean you have to go,

" gomen ne. .  " I whispered.

The next day,

I was walking alone.Not literally " alone ".Just with no one I knew,

I felt gloomy.Len was actually worried ? Where's the real Len !?

I went inside our class.

" Luka ! Gakupo ! your back ! " I warmly said as I saw them,

They both just smiled at me,

I sprinted off to my seat.

I check the date ; January 9. The day mom died. . sigh . .

I couldn't really visit her grave since people removed it exchanged for a mall,the EXACT area where she died is on the parking lot.Fools.How dare they.

- skip the classes part -

I had no idea but I felt like going to that mall.So I did.

obviously ; I went to the parking lot.

" Rin . . . " A faint voice called out,

Mom ? I thought.

" Rin . .  " It whispered again,

I glanced . . .

" GAH ! "

" yo, "

" L-Len ?! " I hissed,

Len.He followed me,didn't he ?

' What are you doing here ? ! " I said sarcasticly,

" Mom died here,her spirit is here.Right ? "

I sadly nodded in reply,

" Rin . . "

" Stop it Len.It's getting lame," I rolled my eyes as I said that.

" That wasn't me, " Len said,

" Ows ? "

" No,seriously. "

" Len .  . . Rin . . "

" GAH ! " We both exclaimed surprised,

" Len . . Rin . " a full voice whispered.

" Mom ?! " I exclaim,

" Yes . . It's me. "

before I knew it,arms were wrapped around us.. .

" I missed both of you . . " she whispered . .

" Mom . . gomen . . gomen . . . . . Kurushite ! " I cry," A-are .   are you proud of me ? "

She smiled.Oh,how I missed that smile. .

" Len . . take care if her, 'kay ? '

he nodded . . . heh.He's crying.

" Goodbye. . both of you, " she said as she kissed our foreheads,and ran away

" WAIT !! MOM ! I HAVEN'T SAID THAT I LOVE YOU . . " I cried out loud,

" she aleady knows,Rin . . "