Pimp like me (Eminem fanfic)

Chapter 20.

I opened his hotel doors. I was shaking. I couldnt even be angry, I was just so disappointed and beyond sad. I couldnt believe he would do something like this to me. I wondered how many times it already happened but I just didnt catch him. He was on a balcony talking on the phone. Just in his joggers. I felt so disgusted as my head was playing the images of him and that girl together. It was the matter of seconds before I would throw up. He walked back in from balcony and noticed me. He looked at me and instantly I saw fear in his eyes.

-Why would you do that to me? - I said calmly, swallowing air and blinking fast to stop tears from running down my cheeks.

-Vi I... I wanted to talk to you. Please sit down I will explain - he said very carefully as he saw I was on the edge and could explode any time. I didnt move an inch just stood there tensed and wanting this all to be over already.

-I... Its almost the end of the tour and we will go different ways after that. I realized I cant be any more with you than this. - he said and I think my heart has stopped at that moment. I felt physical pain overpowering me.

-You know, we just had tons of fun together and it was dope but you understand we could never take this any further. - he stepped closer to me.

-Dont you come any closer to me - I hissed with shaky voice and took a step backwards.

-You had no right disrespect me like this. You told me I cant even talk to the other guys but here you was fuckin other bitches and crawling back to me like nothing happened - I was walking backwards and I felt my chest vibrating. I was close to getting panic attack.

-Vivienne please calm down. It havent happened before on tour I swear. I am sorry you had to find out, I really am.

-SHUT THE FUCK UP! - I screamed louder than ever before. And that was it. I dropped on my knees and burst in tears. I was vocally crying right now.

-Vi, please, stop crying, I cant stand seeing you like this - he squated in front of me.

-DONT COME CLOSE TO ME! I DESPITE YOU! YOU ARE THE WORST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME!! - I looked at him screaming and pushed him. I stood up and turned around so he couldnt see me. I cried in my hands and my body was paralyzed. I couldnt even move.

-Listen to me, everything that happened on this tour was real. I didnt lie to you once. It just wasnt meant to be - he said again making step towards me.

-STOP TALKING! I HATE YOU, I FUCKIN HATE YOU! - I screamed in his face. He was analyzing all the tears running down my face.

-Stop yelling at me! - he raised his voice. I couldnt help but just slapped him across the face. He was so shocked! He held his red cheek and looked at me irritated.

-You are worth nothing. I regret ever meeting you, go to hell - I said not yelling but fully crying. I turned around and tried to leave but he grabbed me instantly.

-Where are you going?! I am not letting you leave in such a state - he fought me as I tried to yank my arms off him.

-Let me go, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! - I kept crying and saying that all over again whilst trying to release from his grip.

-For gods sake Vivienne, stop fighting me! Calm down, I am sorry okay? I am sorry I did it this way!! - he yelled back at me.

-You can shove that sorry up your ass you dumped me in the worst way possible!

-I didnt dump you, we were not even together you stupid! - he said and I lost it. I took a swing and I hit him in the face with my fist. He then let me go and without thinking I run out of the room. I was in pieces I didnt know what to do with myself. I heard his door open and I run into the lift closing it as soon as I could. Lift took me downstairs and I just made my way out on the street. Somewhere he couldnt chase me after. I was devastated, he played me, he just played me. I run to the taxi parking right in front of the entrance. I felt very strong grip on my arm. It was him. In a loose hoodie with hood on his head.