Kylo Ren Imagines (Requests Open)

More Matt!

A/N: I honestly love Matt! If you haven't seen the under cover boss parody you wouldn't know what I'm talking about! If you haven't I will link it at the bottom of this one!
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You and Matt had been going out for about 6 weeks! You still would concider him your boyfriend but he was still really shy around you...

*Kylo's POV*

I sat in Hux's office with Captain Phisma and Hux of course. They went on about buisness and I just kept thinking about (Y/N).

"Ren, snap out of it."

"I'm sorry general," I pulled myself back into reality.

"Good God man you haven't told (Y/N) about who Matt really is yet?"

"No," I said in almost a sad tone. I didin't want her to know about me. She loves Matt and she could never learn to love the monster behind the wig and glasses.

"You should. You don't have to pose as Matt the radar technision any longer Kylo. She must know sooner or later,"

She would hate me for lying to her for so long. I have been trying to drop hints to her for as long as I could, but it still did nothing.

"You can't keep swapping from Matt to Kylo every single day of your life you know. It's time you finally tell her," Hux says before I just left the meeting.

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I raced down into the hall and changed into my radar technision uniform. I honestly wouldn't mind doing this every day just to be with her. She wouldn't exsept me for who I really am.

I put on the uncomfortable wig and pushed my hair back. After that I put on my glasses and I was ready to go down for work.

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I raced down the halls and passed Hux and Phisma, "He's still at it," They wisperd to eachother. I still couldin't care any less.

I made it down to the lower levels of star killer and found her sitting down waiting for me at break. "Hey Matt," She says smiling at me when I rushed over to her and sat down, "Where were you?"

"I'm sorry I just had some things to do before I came down here," I said looking away rather acwardly as she looked back at me.

"Hey what's wrong? You have been acting weird lately and I'm beginning to worry," for you.

"It's alright I'm fine. Just after this shift meet me here so I can talk to you in private. There is somthing I need to tell you that I should have a long tike ago,"

"Alright of you say so," I got up and leaned in to kiss her forehead,

"I will talk to you than. I have to go," I say fuming with my words as I ran back into the halls to put up with more orders. But I could live with that as long as she loves me.

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After the end of our shift I said I'd would meet her as I did. "What is it? You're honestly scarring me,"

"Listen I should have told you this a long time ago and you might never be able to forgive me,"

"No it's alright, please tell me. I need to know," She steps back and I take off my glasses and wig. Her face runs pale and her eyes widened. "Good lord, you're-"

"I'm Kylo Ren I know. Will you ever forgive me for what I have done?"

She looked as if she was about to cry. "W- why would you do this?"

"I knew you wouldn't like me if I was the real me. So I faked being a normal person for you. I wanted to be more than normal if it means that I get to have you but-," I cought myself, "-But when I'm the commander of the first order I can't do half the things I can as Matt."

She stepped further back, "Does this mean you are going to kill me?"

"I will never hurt you, And I didin't mean to not tell you sooner. I'm so sorry (Y/N),"

She was still very nurvous around me and I knew she would call me out on it, "I- I can't do this. I fell in love with Matt, I don't care if you're a sith lord I want Matt,"

"I am Matt. Deep down inside I am. I will be for you,"

She stepped back and turned away, "I'm sorry but I think we are going to need some space for now,"

"I'm sorry too," I stepped out of the room and lost my temper on the way out, pulling out my lightsaber and distroying everything around me.

STUPID STUPID!

Now she's gone forever!

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A/N: I said I would link it so here it is!