AoT Character X Reader: AoT One Shots!

TOUGH LOVE Jean X Reader (song Going Under, Evenesence)

You did everything for that ass...

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -

You put up with his constant shit...

50 thousand tears I've cried.

Everything he said to you, everything he did to you...

Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -

Apparently the scars weren't enough to prove you were hurting...

And you still won't hear me (going under)

You screamed, kick, fought back anyway you could...

Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.

You tricked yourself into loving him...

Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)

He made you feel safe outside of your guy's home...

Not tormented daily defeated by you

You thought that one day maybe you'd come to your senses...

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

You fell for him over and over again...

I'm dying again

He had his charming ways that brought you right back into his arms...

I'm going under (going under)

The thought of being with him scared you some days...

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

But the fake love that you believed made you stay...

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

You swore to him that you would never leave his side...

I've got to break through

He smile with a maniacal smile, secretly filled with rage...

I'm going under

You never knew why you fell for him every time...

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies.

All of your friends warned you, but you didn't listen...

(So I don't know what's real)

You thought they were over exaggerating...

So I don't know what's real and what's not (don't know what's real and what's not)

You never thought you'd end up like this...

Always confusing the thoughts in my head

Your love mixed unstably with your hatred...

So I can't trust myself anymore

You had to do something about it...

I'm dying again

You confronted him finally...

I'm going under (going under)

It started off so well...

Drowning in you (drowning in you

You thought he actually cared about your feelings...

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

But he struck you instead...

I've got to break through

You plead for him to stop...

I...

He took it too far...

So go on and scream

He hit you over and over again...

Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)

He didn't stop when you feel to the ground...

I won't be broken again (again)

You cried and screamed...

I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

No one heard you...

I'm dying again

You could feel yourself dying on the inside...

I'm going under (going under)

Your life ruined by that jackass...

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

You could have done anything you wanted if not for him...

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

But you couldn't help your "love"...

I've got to break through

You closed your eyes and accepted your fate...

I'm going under (going under)

He beat you relentlessly...

I'm going under (drowning in you)

He never realized that he did something horribly wrong to the women he loved...

I'm going under

He killed her...

A/N:
This was kind of deep and coming from a dark place... Sorry about that. Sorry if this hits home with you and you can relate...

But hey! I've finally updated an actual story!!!!!! So proud of myself. ^-^