Will It Last, Luke Hemmings!

The Next Day

I wake up in Chloe's and I text my mother to tell that I slept at Chloe's and I'll be home soon. As I put my phone in my pocket Ben walks in with breakfast for all of us, so I wake up Chloe and we all eat.
When we finish I stand up amd stretch.
"I'm going to go home" I say.
"Okay, I'll call you later" Chloe says as I walk to the door.
I get in my car and start to drive home, as I'm driving I see Ashton's is in front of me, and I can see that all the boys are in there, and I just stare at Luke's head. But then they turn and I need to continue straight, I still can't believe he did that.
I get home, and I quickly check my phone, and there is a text from Luke
"I'm sorry, Lucia. I really do love you, I have never told you that because I didn't think you loved me because you never said it and when I went to you just looked at me weirdly, but I love you" did he just say he loves me. "I know you don't really want to talk now, and most probably never again, but I just want to say, I'm stupid and I should have told you and not have sex with you hoping you wouldn't find out, but I didn't tell you and you found out, so now I've lost you, I just want you to know I'll always love you and I will always think if you, no matter what you say, no matter where I am, no matter what the time is I will think of you and the amazing times we had together, we haven't told everyone the times we have had with each other, and how much we have actually spent with each other,all the times we spent at each others, jist hugging and sleeping, its been 5 months since I first met you, and I'm glad we met, I hope you will still be our fan because if not we will be missing a good fan in the 5SOSFAM, I have unrequited love for you Lucia xxxxx" I never told him I love him because I weren't sure if I did.
As I read this I break down again, maybe I should just forgive him. As soon as I think that Luke texts me again, "don't forgive me, I had sex with Jasmine then thought that I'll have sex with you and not tell you, untill I leave for tour, and then you be broken and I'll be happy, that was my plan, so remember that and do not forgive me, I dont deserve you"
And with that I cry more knowing what his plan was.
I run in my house amd my mother is sitting on the sofa so I run over and hug her.
"What's wrong dear?"
I explain everything, I mean everything, and she just takes me in het arms and hugs me tightly while kisssing my forhead.
"Calm down honey, its gonna get better" my mother says, and I cry more because its one of their lyrics.
"No it's not, it's not going to get better, I already miss him and its been 1 day"
"Honey, I don't know what to say, maybe you should try and find someone else when he leaves for tour, which is tomorrow"
"What, how do you know he leaves tomorrow?"
"He told me the exact date two days ago"
"Oh okay"
"But you should try to find someone"
"I know"
"Now go up to bed and I'll bring something to eat up for you"
"Okay thanks" I say as I go upstairs.
I lie down on my bes and think to myself. I miss him already, how we use to fall asleep while sleeping, but never told anyone, how he use to kiss me at night, we've been through alot, when I found out my brother was moving and was upset he hugged me and loved me. But he never told me he loved me, but I know that's because I never told him, I never told him what I should have said.
As I think I about him I close my eyes amd all I see is his blue eyes, awh I miss his blue eyes. I end up fallen asleep.

2 hours later

I wake up and decided to write something about Luke, and as I read over it, it sounds like a song. Maybe I should release a song.