Michael Clifford Imagines

Insecure

By: jennn5sos
Insecurities

Originally posted by melstersinc

"y/n, baby please come, please, please, pleeeease!"

Michael had invited you and some of your friends over to their LA home to one of their many parties, you'd go every time but you were hesitant with this party because this was a pool party and you weren't the most confident girl. You were quite insecure because you weren't the thinest girl, you were thicker than most girls Michael had dated, he obviously didn't care if you weren't a size 0 or if you had thick thighs or a chubby stomach, he loved you, thats why you guys have been dating for the past couple of months right? you were trying to convince yourself to go because no matter what excuse you could come up with, nothing worked.

"so what do you say babe? will you come please? we'll have loads of fun!"

"okay Mikey, i'll go if you'll shut up now."

"ugh yes! okay ill see you at 8 okay love?"

"yes Michael, bye!"

you almost slapped yourself for agreeing to go, what were you suppose to wear? There were gonna be girls there in their teeny bathing suits and you'll look awkward if you didn't wear one.

"C'mon y/n wear it!" your friend Liz says trying to convince you to wear your bathing suit you found deep in your closet.

"no liz, what if Michael feels embarrassed to be seen with me! Do you not know how many size 0 models will probably be there, i'll look ridiculous!"

"y/n, you're overreacting, Michael is so in love with you, how do you not see that, he will still think the sun shines out your ass even if you wear a potato sack!"

"okay liz, you know what, I'll wear it under my clothes and if i feel confident enough once I'm there I'll wear it yeah?"

"ugh okay, it's better than nothing? but we need to hurry now, the boys are probably waiting for us!"

Once we got to their home we were greeted by Ash and Luke.

"Hey guys have you seen Michael?" i look around to see Cal in the pool with a few girls, the party wasn't as big as others they've had so i was a bit more comfortable about wearing a bathing suit.

"last i saw him he was over by the grill, i'll go call him if you'd like?"

"can you just let him know I'm here Luke? I'm gonna go change to his room really quick yeah?"

i make my way upstairs to his room trying to build my confidence once again, i'd brought my bathing suit and a tshirt and some shorts just in case i changed my mind. i tried on my bathing suit and walked over to the wall mirror and my confidence immediately dropped. turned to the side and couldn't help notice my thighs and my bum almost coming out of my swim bottoms and my stomach sticking out, i was on the verge of tears when i heard someone knock on the bedroom door.

"y/n, baby are you in there?" Michael says as he's opening the door. You run to the door trying to stop him from coming in.

"no Michael don't come in!"

"why what are you.." you can feel him staring at you up and down with those green eyes.

"please stop staring at me.." you say wrapping your arms around yourself.

"what why, i'm your boyfriend" he walks closer to you wrapping his arms around you looking at you with concerned eyes.

"what's wrong baby girl?" he says giving you a peck on your lips and you can feel his hands feeling their way down your back resting on your bum.

"no nothing, i was just going to change into some tshirt and shorts, give me a second yeah?" you say looking anywhere but at him blinking fast trying to stop yourself from crying.

"why don't you were this?" he pulls away slightly to fully look at you in the bathing suit, you look down and wrap your arms around yourself again and he furrows his eyebrows trying to understand what's going on.

"stop that y/n, why do you keep covering yourself" he pulls your arms away putting them on his chest.

"because Michael..because i look gross and fat! my thighs look gross! my arms look gross, my bum looks gross, everything looks gross.. i don't know why i thought i'd look good in this. sorry you had to see me like this Michael" you mumble as tears began running down your face.

"woah baby don't cry, y/n look at me, you're fucking perfect for me okay? you look absolutely amazing and i don't care what you say i love your cute stomach, and your bum..and oh god your thighs. Look i'm not the most muscular guy out there and i have some chub instead of a six pack but you still love me right?" you nod smiling a bit as he places your hands on his stomach.

"see it's completely natural to have fat baby girl but you are not fat, do not let it define you, you're the most amazing girl i've met and i wouldn't want anyone else but you, I'm so in love with you baby girl!"

"i'm so in love with you too Michael, I'm sorry you have to put up with my self conscious self." you chuckle lightly

"it's okay baby, i enjoy telling you and showing you why i love you so much, i'd actually really love to show you how much i love you right now because this damn bathing suit does things to me." he says gripping your bum and leaving kisses down your chest.

"mmm, Michael" a soft moan escapes your lips.

just as things were getting heated there's another knock at the door.

"hurry up Michael! The guys are burning the burgers!" Luke yells

"fuck, these guys can't do anything right. we'll continue this later baby girl." he says lacing his fingers with yours as you make your way out to the pool.