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Do you promotе your books on Neobook ?
kkkyomi__
Mae981
Bro you still here
Mae981
@Darlingcherri I am using my iPad because my computer has been lost and broken for 2 years and my phone is lost also I’m moving in less than one month and the other 11 people are mad at my parents for moving
kkkyomi__
Me when I can't do anything but sleep bc I still can't cry
kkkyomi__
ET Is An Alien And He Is Kinda Spacey!! Coming From The Universe To Party And Go Crazy! X3
kkkyomi__
guys im scared someone js told me kyle would never top on a fanfic i forgot i even read
kkkyomi__
Hii guys hru doing?<3
Mae981
@kkkyomi__ I had to go to school and I wasn’t allowed to stay home because half days are “important”, also apparently I found out I might have depression, and bipolar, and autism, and dyslexia, and adhd, also I lost my inhaler, and my mother forgot to tell the school I have asthma, my middle school is on a campus, and I had at least 5 panic attacks, and I might have diabetes because every thing I listed except autism and dyslexia is genetic and I show signs of all of those. So it was amazing *sarcastic tone*
kkkyomi__
ang mensaheng ito ay maaaring nakaksakit
woah i'm back again js bc i'm feeling like shit how original for me!
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Bro like i get if they're upset at me or smth but i feel like shit now bc i said that, Pls stop ignoring me bro like i fr miss you and i feel like kaz doesnt even like me anymore, you and mel and kaz are fr keeping me alive and now i wish i didn't stop myself. I fr js wanna cut myself until i cant fucking stop bleeding, this isn't okay for me to feel and idk why i feel this way, ur js a friend that i've known for a year or two or even three, normal people don't do this. I just wanna kms more than i have before because of you ignoring me, and i js feel like i'm making my friends annoyed with my constant vents. And i feel so weird and gross because i cant even comfort my own friends. and with ray getting her friends to tell me what they have been is making it worse and only u understand it, and i fucking like mel but he has a bf and it feels so weird. I'm always making myself this happy but sexual person and its ruining my mental health. i feel so annoying bc i talk so much, like i need to acc stfu. i'm slowly pushing my friends away as my depression gets worse because i cant do anything about it, i feel like i'm rotting and i just cant mentally or physically force myself up anymore. i dont even think i'll make it past 20 anymore. my body makes me so confused and idefk what or who i am anymore, "it'll get better" it's only getting worse and i hate it. i'm so close to just fucking hanging myself or even just stabbing myself. like maybe everyone will be happier then bc they obvi arent now. they all seemed so happy until i came along, i'm not even who i am online irl, nobody knows who Cherri or Ren are it's only my dead name, the only person i have irl is my cousin and i barely see them. im so over this. i'm just about to actually kill myself. and the only time these guys fucking even show an ounce of love or even just care s when i do this
Mae981
@kkkyomi__ I want a name and town/city because boy who would make fun of an amazing kind person like yourself, and people who hurt others should be punished, I love you bestie
kkkyomi__
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I need to quit this fucking self pity and seek fucking help. but i can't because nobody ever fucking gives a shit about me until i do something for them. they can just go fuck themselves for all i fucking care i'm so fucking over them telling me what and what not to do. I may be a kid but i can still hurt mentally. and i cant even fucking express myself online without it being "pick me" behavior or someone making fun of me .
kkkyomi__
GUYS HII I'M BACK FROM MY 'BREAK' I WAS GONE BC I GOT A RLLY BAD TOOTHACHE AND I HAD TO STAY OFF MY LAPTOP BUT IM OKAY NOW BC I STARTED THROWING UP LAST NIGHT LOL
Mae981
I somehow memorized your @ , Idk how I don’t remember mine
kkkyomi__
my ass fr forgot abt my alt acc
guys gimme ships or fandoms to make fanfics on