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  • Dreamer [Phanfiction]
    109K 6K 20

    Enrolling into one of the best universities in the country, Phil Lester is ecstatic. But all of his excitement fades away when he meets his new roommate, Dan Howell, who has his mind set upon getting Phil transferred rooms. Dan is cold to him from the beginning, but Phil believes he could be hiding something from him...

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  • Where The Lonely One's Roam||Phan
    51.9K 2.7K 13

    Phil was a pretty normal guy up until the incident. He meets Dan Howell and they become friends but what will happen when they figure out where they have seen each other before? Vampire Fic//Phan Cover made by amityblonde :)

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  • Depressed | Phan {EDITING}
    296K 13.6K 41

    "Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...

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  • Anxiety Attack
    23.5M 872K 58

    In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing

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  • Happy Little Phil, Take Dan Away // Phan
    239K 13.4K 32

    It all started with that kiss, that moment and that passion when Dan became lost and Phil was clueless but both in love. The story of a skinny love that slowly becomes into something more and at the same time something less. *Note* Depression, suicide, self-harm and things like this will be mentioned a few times in...

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  • He Speaks Suicide (Phan AU)
    118K 4.3K 34

    TRIGGER WARNING: If self harm, blood, abuse, suicide, etc disturb you, then maybe this isn't the fic for you. I have plenty of others if you don't like the subject of this one. Do you ever just want to be a raindrop? Falling and falling until you hit the ground and that's when it all ends. **This fanfic will contain...

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  • Sinking
    638K 29.4K 44

    i was sinking, and i couldn't swim. {phan au} highest ranking - #10 in danandphil

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  • Speak up already - Phan
    3.7M 163K 79

    Phil doesn't talks. Well, not anymore. The last time he said something, was when he didn't hate himself. And that was a long time ago. But now, everything is different. He must struggle with depression, whilst new boy Dan Howell desperately attempts to win him over. [Warning: this could be triggering at some points]

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  • You don't know me [phan]
    309K 13.2K 28

    cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

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  • Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)
    2.1M 71.2K 41

    Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

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  • Suicide Sunday
    504K 17.1K 39

    Emily tried to kill her self, but failed. She now has to spend time in the looney place for three days. She isn't very happy about it, but hey, it's her fault right? All she wants is out of this 'hellhole.' And soon.

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  • Bad Boys Don't Smile / phan
    2.6M 126K 24

    Phil Lester is sweet and cute; known for his kindness and enthusiasm. Dan Howell is a tough, cold outsider; known as the school's stereotypical 'bad boy'. But if he's so bad, then why on earth did he rescue Phil Lester and give him a smile which would melt anyone's heart?

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  • Relapse (Phan)
    253K 16.3K 29

    SEQUEL TO ALIVE Phil's life is in shambles. A third year university student, he lives a less-than-extraordinary life: ignoring calls from his ex-best-friend, working in a local shop, and sleeping around to forget the one thing always on his mind: Dan Howell. TW: language, sexual content, drug mentions ENTIRELY WRITTE...

  • Since 2009///Phanfiction
    68.2K 2.5K 17

    "Dan and Phil YouTube power couple" ~sir pewdiepie Dan and Phil loved each other and they both knew it, and once they both confess their love for each other nothing can stop them from falling in love, except for a concussion.

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  • A Helping Hand (Dan and Phil phanfic)
    2.9M 108K 90

    TRIGGER WARNING. THIS STORY CONTAINS MENTIONS OF RAPE, SELF INJURY, DEATH AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE. Can Dan save Phil? Phil is suicidal and Dan is the only one who's there for him. Can he alone save Phil?

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  • Saving Everest
    20.8M 755K 52

    WATTPAD ORIGINAL EDITION Adrift after a failed suicide attempt, golden boy Everest can't find anything worth living for - until he meets Beverly, a loner determined to prove him wrong. ***** For a boy who seemed to have it all - wealth, good looks, popularity, a wide circle of...

  • You're Driving Me Mental - Phan
    155K 5K 17

    Phil is the new patient at an adolescent mental health unit. A young Dan is told to keep an eye on him but apparently, not caring causing things to go down hill. Will Phil get better, for Dan, as well as himself? ~ COMPLETE ~ BOOK ONE ~

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  • Suicide (Phan)
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    Dans brother killed himself. Dan has been really sad since. Will anyone help him recover?

  • Phan self harm
    50.7K 1.5K 12

  • Finding Myself (phanfiction and kickthestickz) (completed)
    71K 2.9K 12

    Dan is hopelessly in love with his best friend, PJ. He goes his life believing that everyone hates him, he's a complete fuck up who can't control himself and is a clingy cunt. When Chris and PJ come to Dan and Phil with a secret, how will they take it? ((warnings of a love square, cutting, depressed thoughts, boyxboy...

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  • So You Tried to Put a Fire Out, but You Used Gasoline ~ Phan
    20.2K 771 13

    [this story is unfinished.] Dan has been having violent outbursts and Phil won't take "I'm fine" as an answer. His outbursts occur more and more every day, and they come to the conclusion that there is something medically/mentally wrong with him. Just one trip to the doctor's office and one diagnosis could change ev...

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  • Unraveling-A Phanfiction
    47.3K 2K 23

    Phil loses his memory in a tragic accident. All he can remember is his age and his name. A boy, who's named Dan, saved Phil and builds a friendship with him. But when the truth comes out with Phil be able to stay or will they be torn apart...forever. (Triggering topics)

  • Demonic // phan
    460K 27.5K 27

    Phil is an ordinary guy with an ordinary life. Nothing very special about him, he's just normal. But it all changes when, on the weirdest day of his life, he meets the very quiet and recluse, Dan Howell. He's different. Phil doesn't usually do different, but something about Dan makes him want to try it. But when he's...

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  • The Suicide Club
    301K 14.8K 36

    The Silent Girl: quiet, abused, and suicidal The Boy Who Hears Things That Aren't There: lovesick, schizophrenic, and suicidal The Girl With the Weird Paintings: artist, anorexic, and suicidal The Last Person You'd Ever Expect: Footballer, gay, and suicidal ✖️✖️✖️ "We were essentially the breakfast club only we all wa...

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  • Love: Fighting Depression(boyxboy)
    156K 5.4K 25

    This story and it's characters are basically full of my own insecurities and fears, so yeah enjoy. If you start getting anxiety because of it I am so sorry, and know that I am here for you. I understand all the pain of bull crap so many have to deal with, on top of rigorous classes and a mental disorder. Eden is your...

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  • Catch Me Before I Fall (A Phanfiction)
    143K 5.3K 52

    So we are just two girls, and we love reading Phanfics so we decided to give it a shot! Hope you like it :) "Catch Me Before I Fall" is about two boys just trying to figure their lives out Dan: A 17 year old, new kid at school and very troubled. He is often targeted by bullies and doesn't speak to many people. There's...

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  • Speak [ phan ]
    1.7M 98.9K 32

    " we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

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  • On Good Days-Phan
    19.4K 886 1

    Author note: YOU HAVE TO READ THE WHOLE THING TO UNDERSTAND. I hope that you understand what I was getting at with this phanfiction. I truly believe that this is one of my best ones. Triggers: any triggers that I could put here would spoil the ending, but if you're a sensitive person, then this may be hard for you to...

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  • Misfit (Phan AU)
    4.1M 101K 53

    Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts...

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  • The Announcement (Phan)
    13.9K 638 1

    I imagine that this is sort of how they'll come out? Just a short cute thing I tried out

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