Carrot

Eros I just watched the black butler and saw 17 you weren't kidding about the warnings :(

✨Can you feel the love tonight~✨

Just realize that the last day of school is coming to an end Im crying right now bc Im scared leaving my friends and seeing them leave starting to think about it I don't think Marie had came back Im lost I knew it Its happening all over again its the endless pit of hell nothing but darkness Im lost Im scared Im tried Im so sorry for everything i had done I wanna go to the past but I can't bc Im stuck in this endless loop

I just texted my friend and told them that I'm gay and they just stopped talking to me and I don't know why and what I did I'm starting to regret my actions bc I'm such an annoying little rat and I have no one to talk to to other myself and manny but manny doesn't exist and the sheriff is offline bc of his wife and husband which I hated since they did it and had a child name peaches and I don't know why???

Me when I come downstairs to eat a bagel and realize my parents are having a divorce.

Bro i was making a cool drawing and it crash now its all gone :)
          Google docs was being a jerk and deleted my hole work for [the night] I have to start all over again

God damn what kind of emo kids have been doing this time? Rituals really? bro back the old days we would read books from Sun Tzu and never get judge seeing rainbows as colors not meaning anything hearing that annoying song ___ and ___ kissing in the tree k i s s i n g being best pals not doing anything letting people be.
          
          I used to hang out with many people but when the sun struck down my mother had a stroke it was pretty bad she ended up in the hospital then on the 17 may she never woke up the only person who care about everything was gone it changed my life I always got in trouble getting bully that made me struck when things weren't always going to stay the same. 
          
          days became months, months became years
          not a signal thing changed me as much i want to go back i could never bc its life it changes everyday like the seasons we know.
          
          a wise person told me that but hes gone too they took him away from me I never saw him again never as much i want to cried I don't till my brother caught me.
          
          Im still sorry about what i known and did in the past it hurts so much but i have to keep going no matter what I will always be like this.

Just watched Chirin Bell and Felidae both very good but very dark things Felidae was a mystery and Chirin bell was a small lamb both had some dark scenes I had to watch it on youtube for the movie because I'm broke some people post it on there Much very good to watch it so many pretty scenes

I just read Haunted by drakesbestie on wattpad it's a really beautiful story about how Tommy was a ghost and he found love from his roommate rainbow I really liked it a lot because so much plot and beauty they put in it. It reminded me of how the way life is too and how much we loved our dead ones. 
          
          I give this a 50/50

Why weren't you at school today? I know you got stab but are you doing well or anything??