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guys juan carolos muñeton is EMO today
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I want someone to watch me bleed out
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I haven't gone into mania in a while let's hope this one ends me
god i want to be baby now BABY ME.
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shoutout to wattpad for being the only place i can rant to bc hardly anyone on here knows me
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I hope I don't wake up tomorrow
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I feel like I'm losing everyone and that everyone is starting to hate me because I'm acting more distant. I just want affection and love I just want to be cared for sometimes yet ill never fucking get that I've never gotten that In my life I've been alone forever no sibling affection no friends and hardly any parent affection and the "affection" I've experienced made me feel nothing but disgusting and like a whore. I hate it I hate it I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I WANT TO JUST DIE I WANT TO DIE SO BAD i want someone to use me before i die and after i die i want it so bad
maybe i'll feel loved again.
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i'm going to die of loneliness (i put no effort into friendships or relationships)
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my pfp is my favorite christmas present <3
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I'm gonna blow
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villian lives matter…
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new pfp... I'm going through a lot *tucks tail*>_<