I'm A Goner // Joshler[REWRITTEN]

*WARNING* contains mentions of self harm, suicide, anorexia, rape, death, depression and PTSD don't complain if you get butthurt

tried to | joshler

tried to but it wasn't meant to be story contains trigger subjects (suicide, depression, self harm, homophobia etc read at your own risk pls) no. 5 in #vessel no. 13 in #blurryface no. 316 in #twentyonepilots no. 110 in #tøp

peach ; joshler

tyler is tiny, he wears frilly socks and carries around plushies wherever he goes. josh is tough, he smokes and getting laid is apart of his daily routine. they meet.

Suicidal tendencies (Joshler) (not edited)

Josh has attempted suicide multiple times. It never works. He has made a list: Tie a noose - not when your mother is visiting. Swallow pills - 1. maybe something more powerful than paracetamol. 2. Ibuprofen and paracetamol = hospital Main vein in wrist - deeper. Bridge - water apparently saves lives. Building...

Could you ever stop and wonder? (Joshler)

Tyler has depression, but he is going through recovery spectacularly, it's not a straight line but he's pretty much happy. He loves drifting off into his imagination but despises plummeting into negative thoughts. He can't complain. He is so close to recovery. But, sometimes he has to stop and wonder, because, what if...

Calories (joshler)

Tyler loves Josh and wants him to recover, Josh doesn't think he can recover, not until he's reached the right weight. // "You need to eat more than that to survive. Please, I care about you." "Don't worry Tyler. It's all under control." // Au // Warnings - eating disorders, mentions self-harm, suicide etc. Eating d...

The Ruby Fic

"I love you Ruby." He whispered. He let go of the cold hand and stepped on the podium -Not my work, but I just love this sm so here it is

goner. ;; a joshler fanfic

Tyler is depressed, schizophrenic and self harms. he has two best friends, Josh dun and frank iero. Tyler has had a thing for Josh for a while, but when things get bad will Josh be there for him? **trigger warning** also there's a decent amount of Frank Iero, Frerard and some Ryan Ross in this

Stay In Place (Sing A Chorus)

forest fiction

used to be #1 in fanfiction not my story. link is in story.

truce. ;; a joshler fanfic

sequel to goner