So, I'm aware it's been a very, very long while since I've updated. And now I've decided to give a reason and an answer to anyone wondering why that is. Honestly, I've been lacking in motivation to work on my story. I want to, really do, but I don't feel in the right headspace to do so rn. I've been debating whether I want to keep trying or just let it go, and I'm not so sure I want to stop working on it. But, I think I'm going to wait until sometime next month (May) to really try again, after I've graduated high school. I believe it's school and my personal life that has killed off my motivation, so I'm hoping without school in the way and my life maybe calming I can feel motivated again. I started this story last summer, before school had started again, and had much better progress and feelings about it then. When school started, well, ya can see how that went for the story. I also began avoiding looking at anything Wattpad related, in (shamefully, perhaps) fear of any comments I'd see asking about why I wasn't updating. But, I figure I've been hiding too long from it and this is how I'm responding. Soo in conclusion, I don't know if the story will continue, but I'm willing to see if I can begin work on it again in May (though depending on how "calm" it actually gets for me, it could be June). I apologize for the uncertainty, but I make no promises on whether the story will continue or not.
