Vanessa Hurtado

Stop looking at my pfp (you know who you are) you sTaLkEr  -_-

I feel tired 

To anyone who comes across this message Vanessa is an amazing friend and whoever hurts her will pay

WER’RE FINALLY ABLE TO TEXTTTT ISNDOWNSOWNXOQN It’s embarrassing the amount of happy that I am and the bigass smile on my face that I got (and still got it hasn’t left my face) when I saw her message  XD

Okay so we were able to talk on the phone (god how I missed her) thanks to her best friend but Jesus I’m such an idiot. Why must I be such a mess when it comes to phone calls. I had so much I wanted to tell her and talk about but noooo as soon as I heard her voice (ugh her voice is so cute and I absolutely love it btw) my mind went BLANK and I couldn’t get any words out. Why do I have such a difficult time trying to express myself and how I feel vocally and verbally bruh. Why is it so hard for me to get those three words that I genuinely mean so much with all of my heart out for her to hear and know even tho we say it all the time through text. I’ve always had a difficult time saying “I love you” to someone who’s not a friend or a family member. I don’t know why tho. I fucking mean it but my brain won’t allow me to say it to her out loud without a struggle. It’s bullshit. I really do love her...so much. I just hope she knows it and I didn’t screw up by not saying much on the call. I hope she didn’t get the wrong impression or idea. God I’m such a fucking idiot. 
          
          
          ...anyways thanks for coming to my Ted talk lmao imma go pop another chocky milk goodnightttt...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ...and yes I do realize I’m a simp sO wHaT...

I still can't read your bio but I really don't need to seems as your my best friend. But you're also a huge dillweed for terrorizing me with bugs last night and laughing your ass off about it so. Anyway, why don't you talk to Alex (even though I know you don't want too) and see if your girlfriend has a computer (she obviously does online school, woman) so you guys can text through wattpad or email. Like come onnn XD

I really fucking miss her  :(  I feel like I’m going through a withdrawal from a drug or some shit but except in this case the drug is her. It sucks ass getting used to talking to someone so frequently and then just being not able to and stopping so out of a sudden :/ ughhhhhh 
          
          
          I think imma pop a chocky milk fuck it
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          ...sorry for the random ass rant lmao I’m just depresso espresso atm...

I just dropped by to say nice bio :)

Happy New Years y’all!! NO ONE FUCKING JINX SHIT OR I SWEAR TO GOD MAN

Lmao imagine being gay dude