I made him a promise,
I plan to keep.
He's the one,
Haunting me in my sleep.
I couldn't accept us,
The secrets we had.
Couldn't give you,
The trust you wanted so bad.
You made me feel special,
Made me feel great.
But I put up the walls,
And closed the gate.
I'm sorry for thinking,
The we were for real.
Sorry for trying,
Not to feel.
The emotions inside me,
Cut off my dreams.
I only have nightmares,
So it seems.
I just want you to know,
You are my light.
So I'm gonna say,
I love you and goodnight.
