starra166

hi guys! 2021 already, huh? i have more than 1k notifs pls i left this acc when i got into a big exam >< this acc is so cringey oml

starra166

hi guys! 2021 already, huh? i have more than 1k notifs pls i left this acc when i got into a big exam >< this acc is so cringey oml

starra166

hello everyone, its been a while! i havent been online and havent been reading anything in general. school life is getting harder and stressful that i could not focus on myself, my wattpad account, my health, my physical appearance, my online friends (miss them the very much), my friends in general and everything. i apologize for being mia for so long ㅠㅠ ill still be mia bcs school :/ anyway i have 127 followers uwu nct uwu hepi bday mark ! and my hoshi ff reached more than 30k ??? i must be seeing things. thank u for staying if u are, everyone!!

starra166

so i want to apologize to this group of special people but im scared ill get bashed for being a coward 

starra166

omg i wished ive seen this earlier ;-; tqsm, tbh i just apologized today... and youre right, i feel so much better uwu!!
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rinki_chanmine

@starra166 noooo, if you think that apologize is the right thing to do, you should do it :))))) 
            i mean it's not like you're starting to fight with them, u're just apologizing it's not a bad thing
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starra166

hello fellow readers,
          
          so im gonna talk about the book i just frequently republished, close || soonhoon 
          
          
          close | soonhoon used to be about jihoon’s insecurity about music, performing in front of many people, his nightmare, and soonyoung’s effort to choreographing, how hard being a choreographer, an idol, a composer, soonhoon’s roller coaster to achievement. 
          
          but i was not satisfied. 
          
          after rereading close | soonhoon over and over again, i just realized that i made a wrong turn. i forgot what i was suppose to be delivering and just typed anything, any scenario just so that i can update. and it keeps driving me crazy how i keep making the wrong turn over and over again, without stopping. 
          
          so i stopped, and i took the book down. 
          
          but after taking it down, i had many thoughts. 
          
          so now i am republishing close | soonhoon as another book. not the previous one, this one is unrelated to ‘seventeen’. the old one was. 
          
          now, close | soonhoon is about how hard opening up is. how hard life is, for everyone. its about how we dont know how fake people are, how true people are, that we can never understand someone completely as a whole. 
          
          please dont steal my ideas, and i will probably make another soonhoon book about the insecurities and hardworks of idols in the future, so pld dont steal my ideas. 
          
          thank you readers, and sorry for everything. please support me and close | soonhoon . until we meet again, xiura ra