bambi

honestly y'all i don't come on here anymore y'all can follow me on ao3 but im deleting the shit outta this account so

love seeing 12 year olds on here thinking they're so entitled for literally no reason. yes, this is directed at someone in particular but we don't have to talk about that.

hi! i know i'm still not exactly doing anything on here right now but if you want to you can follow my writing instagram account, @theoffing.band ! i would do it on here but i just think it would be better formatted on instagram. i may publish that stuff on here sometime but i think it'll just stay on instagram for right now. nothing's up there yet but i'm working on it! all the information about what'll be on there is on the account. check it out if you'd like! love y'all

i'm creating a fresh start for myself. bubblegum boy has been unpublished. i can't work on it anymore. all of my drafts are going in the garbage. i'm totally restarting my wattpad. i pile so much work on myself and i get distracted and all the pressure i put on myself gets to me, so i just quit everything. i can't do that anymore. so, i'm clearing my drafts and starting totally fresh. i'm gonna write a book and i'm not publishing it until i'm well into it and have enough to publish every week for a while, maybe even until it's finished. i want writing to be a non-stressful experience for me and i think this is the best way to do that. ily all❣️

in regards to the message i just posted, i have older, completed stuff stored in my drafts that i think i might clean up and publish in the absence of bubblegum boy. lgbt representation has been pretty heavy in my writing for a while, so if i do i'll be publishing the lgbt-centric stories in place of bgb. :) 

idk what im doing anymore LMAO. might update bubblegum boy, might not. i don't know at this point. i thought summer would be perfect for updating this book, because i was out of school. but i had a downward spiral this summer, and i spiraled hard. worse than i ever have before and it sucked all of the motivation out of me. it made me distance myself from this app. now school's back in session and my time will probably mostly be taken up by that. so, idk what im doing. if i do decide to update, it won't be anytime soon i don't think. i really did want to finish this, have it be my first finished writing project since Kiss was finished (and ultimately deleted permanently) but i kinda just... can't. i don't know why but i can't. at least not right now. i'll leave it up, just in case i write more/people still want it up, but until further notice it's on a (possibly permanent) hiatus. im sorry. </3

i genuinely don't know how much longer this will take. i'm trying though. i wanna finish this book. i don't want to abandon it like most other books i attempt to write. i've just been super uninspired with this since i took a break and i'm never making that mistake again. i'm working on it, i promise. from now on, i'm not taking any breaks, i'm focusing all my attention on bubblegum boy, and since it's summer, i'll have more time to write. if you're reading this, thanks for bearing with me <3

b o i

i know im taking a long ass time on this book but im trying man i promise <3

hey hey i just wanted to let you guys know that bubblegum boy is still very much up & running! i'll be publishing soon <3