Just in case my faith go, I live by my own law...
"So...it's been a while, are we cool now?-L
"Thank you Sissy....want some hot fries?-L
There's this boy named Lane, we used to be best friends then my feelings got outta control and I ruined us. That was 2 years ago, this is now, we made amends in the summer but today was the first time we spoke all school year. I texted him happy b-day even tho I was a day late. 2 days later he said "Thank you Sissy", in person and offered me some hot fries on 10/30/2018 and i said "your welcome and no thanks".....i couldn't help but smile. A sliver of hope has forced its way inside of me, I hope this all works out and we become good friends again. We don't have much time given the fact that we are fresh in our junior year of highschool.
I recently found out that during Lane's b day month(October) that I am still very much in love with him, I only pretended not to be.
PPS. I'm thinking of asking him to hang out soon, even tho we never did even when we were friends. I've got it bad for this boy....and despite the fact that I know better I don't plan on supressing my feelings anytime soon....I'm a fool I know, I know.
- Compton in the 90s
- JoinedSeptember 19, 2016