raze

Raze(:

i didn't dodge all your bullets i just denied that they hit me
          so when my body is bleeding i won't admit that this hurts
          

ve sen, olması gerekenden
          daha da güzelsin benim için
          ama sözcüklerle aram yok
          ve sen, kollarımda ölmek için
          benim için fazla iyisin
          boşver beni, beceremem zaten

Yes I'm changing, yes I'm gone
          Yes I'm older, yes I'm moving on
          And if you don't think it's a crime
          You can come along with me
          Life is moving, can't you see
          There's no future left for you and me
          I was hoping and I was searching endlessly
          But baby, now there's nothing left that I can do
          So don't be blue
          There is another future
          Waiting there for you
          I saw it different, I must admit
          I caught a glimpse, I'm going after it
          They say people never change
          But that's bullshit, they do
          Yes I'm changing, can't stop it now
          And even if I wanted I wouldn't know how
          Another version of myself
          I think I've found at last
          And I can't always hide away
          There is a world out there
          And it's calling my name
          And it's calling yours, girl
          It's calling yours, too

"i haven't stopped crying
          my father's been drinking
          i need a place to stay
          i don't want to be here
          he's saying the words that
          he promised he would never say
          that liquid he consumes
          makes him speak the truth"

watching the video that you sent me 
          the one where you're showering with wet hair dripping 
          you know that i'm obsessed with your body 
          but it's the way you smile that does it for me

miss you

amo

on my way to heaven's gate so please don't try to stop me
          life is tough but i made up with people who forgot me

If you want we'll help tonight to split his schemes
          Give the bruises out like gifts
          You'll get the picture of your dreams
          I won't be smiling but the notes from my admirers
          Fill my dashboard just the same