My hair is blonde lol
My hair is blonde lol
Eid Mubarak everyone! ❤️
Does anyone have any recommendations for good anime series to watch on Netflix? Or just anything good to watch on Netflix?
@-stxrsxnjxpxn i tried watching Locke and key but I just couldn't really get into it for some reason. I might try watching stranger things at some point tho. Thanks for the recommendations
Happy non-binary pride day!! ❤️ :)
Final update in an announcement for today. My dad read the message and asked me to come down to eat breakfast with him (it's a thing we used to do when I was younger and homeschooled because that's was the only time kinda set aside for just us. We haven't done it in ages though because I tend to not eat breakfast anymore but I did today.) I went downstairs, terrified, and the was so much tension you could cut it with a knife. Eventually the silence was broken and he explained that he was just in a state of shock before I awkwardly offered to make him a tea and breakfast for the both of us. After it was done I took it to the front/living room where he was waiting. We both sat in silence for what felt like an eternity until he finally spoke. Most of the conversion was a blur other than a few key things that I can remember. At the moment he is more concerned about my lack of faith in Islam than my sexuality and it's kind of a touchy subject for him because he has a brother who denounced his faith a while ago. There were a lot of moments of awkward silence but slowly as we talked the tension mostly lifted. I'm not going to say much about the faith side of the convo because I just don't really want to (sorry). When he finally brought up the topic of me being bisexual, the typical sort of thing came up. He talked about how sexuality is a spectrum and that he can find men attractive without having a desire to be with them so where do you draw the line on if you're bisexual or not. He said the oh so well known phrase "it might just be a phase" and he asked me if I had any crushes on any girls and then if I have had any crushes on boys (I told him about the one crush I had on each with some vague details, just enough to get the point across that I am definitely attracted to women). Continued below
i hope he’ll understand better soon! ♥️♥️♥️ also, good luck with the rest of the family!
He told me in his experience (he is an Islam based psychotherapist) that people who knew who had same-sex attraction pretty much all had some sort of inappropriate sexual experiences and then proceeded to ask me if have had any sexual experiences which I denied straight away because 1- that's awkward to talk about and 2- I haven't had any. This was definitely the worst coming out reaction I've had but I know that it still could have been a lot worse. He wants to tell my mum and siblings about my lack of faith which I said was okay with me and he offered to just show them the message I sent him (not the part about my sexuality). I don't really know when that's going to happen but I'll let you know tomorrow what happens
Update to my last announcement: I've been thinking about it for a while now and I think I'm going to do it. I've already formulated the message and all I have to do is copy and paste it from my notes and send it to him. I'm really nervous so please wish me luck! I might chicken out and if he hasn't read it I might end up deleting it but idk. I might continue to update in replies to this announcement, even if no one else cares, just so I can vent somewhere...
I need advice. So basically, I locked myself in my room all day yesterday and part of the night before because I haven't been in the best state of mind and didn't want to interact with anyone. At some point or another in the day, everyone in my family tried to get in but I didn't let them come in, except for one time not long after I woke up when my dad came to check up on me because of the night before. He kinda made it about himself and got kind of annoyed that I wasn't talking to him but I wasn't talking to anyone so... Idk Anyways, later in the day I think the annoyance just turned to concern because I hadn't come out of my room at all, not even to get any water, so after giving up on actually trying to get in, he just brought a bottle of water up for me and just left it outside my room for me. Whenever I shut myself away from my family, my dad always seems to be the one who cares the most. While my mum, brother, and sister all make light of my mood and try to get me to laugh while they are kinda laughing at me themselves, my dad is the one who makes sure I'm okay and makes sure I still eat something and/or stay hydrated and sends me messages of general love. Yesterday in particular, he sent me three messages which I didn't read until around midnight. The first was just a simple one with three hearts, and the third was a simple goodnight message, but the second was a request for me to talk to him about what's going on, even if its over text. That was just a bit of backstory, now onto the bit I need advice on: (Continued in the replies)
@pebbledash14 》I'm here for you. If you want to talk about it, I'm here to listen (or read). If you don't want to talk about it, that's perfectly fine. But don't forget I'm here for you. ❤
I've been wanting to dye my hair for years but my mum wouldn't let me. Eventually we came to an agreement that I could do it when I turned 16 so that's what I did for my birthday lol And now... My hair is finally purple! I bleached it on Sunday and tried to use a homemade dye to make it pink, purple, and blue, which didn't work at all... So I ordered a proper dye off of Amazon (manic panic-purple haze if anyone was wondering lol) and it came and I dyed it and it came out almost the exact colour I was hoping! I've been so happy about it since I saw how it turned out for the first time. It's a semipermanent dye so it'll fade out the more I wash it but I'm happy with that cause it means I can just dye it a different colour and I'm already thinking about what colour I should do next XD If you have any suggestions just let me know. (I'm planning on maybe using lunar tides hair dye next time)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AND NOW SOME RHYMES TO MAKE YOU FEEL WEIRD HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU YOU LIVE IN A ZOO YOU LOOK LIKE A MONKEY AND SMELL LIKE ONE TOO HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU STICK UR HEAD DOWN THE LOO I KNOW ITS DISGUSTING BUT ITS GOOD FOR YOU TOO <3 HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN S! ALSO REMEMBER no going outside ;)