I sometimes wonder will I ever find someone who sill listen to me? I ramble a lot and talk super fast, everyone finds me annoying. I’m wondering will my future partner listen to me ramble? Would they care? Would they laugh at my stupid jokes? Will they be able to catch up with what I am saying? My best friends listen to me talk always and understand me, I love them, but will my partner do that? Will anyone ever in my future actually love to hear me talk and not roll their eyes? Will anyone understand how social I am and how I don’t know how to tell stories? How I just randomly forget what I was talking about and shift to a whole different theme, how I just forget most important things of something I’m talking about and then go back to add them up? I love my best friends, they do all of the above. Will anyone else do that? Will anyone else not find me talking hell?