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@modiaos ! 

@jinclans,    my  kisses  are  taking  back  the  thirteen years  little a-feng  stole  from  me!   it  doesn't  matter  if  it's  fair  or  not!

hmph..   :<     but  my  jiejie  can  kiss  me  all  she  wants?    how  is  that  fair?

@jinclans,   i'm  not  a  sect  leader,   silly.    jiejie isn't  cruel.   she's  looking  out  for  you! 

*   spam  me  squints  

@modiaos  /  :)

i  don't  want  anyone  to  go  through  what  my  mother  did.   what  i  did,   wondering  why  guangshan  was  with  women  that  weren't  my  mother.     //   really..   there's  no  need  to..   ah.

@jinclans,     it's  a  good  rule  to  set,   young  master.   truly.   i'm  proud  of  you  for  sticking  to  it. 

well  that's  one  way  of  putting  it!    honestly..   it's  probably  the  one  thing  im  strict  about.   

i  took  a  calculated  risk,    in  order  to  protect  those  weaker  than  me.   really..   it  wasn't  that  i  was  being  foolish.   

@jinclans,    oh,   and  so  you  were  foolish  enough  to  throw  yourself  in  front  of  it?   what  if  you  had  been  seriously  injured?   answer  me  that!

i  /was/   careful,   i  just..   couldn't  let  one  of  the  jin  juniors  take  such  a  hit.

thank  you.   really..   im  okay.   it's  not  as  bad  as  they  were  when  i  was  younger.  

@jinclans,     i  can  see  that.    here.   tea.   it'll  help. 

don't  count  your  chickens  before  they  hatch,    jiejie.   you  may  be  waiting  for  quite  awhile.    (..)    if..   there's  anything  i  can  do  for  you..

@jinclans,     well,   i'm  sure  there'll  be  another  madame  for  me  to  serve  eventually.   until  that  time  comes,   i..   suppose  i'll  have  to  find  something  else  to  do  around  lanling. 

i  apologize,    i  was  rushing  into  things  without  thinking.    perhaps,   but  as  it  happens,   ive  no  wife.   im  afraid  you  wouldn't  be  able  to  be  a  servant  girl  for  the  wife  of  a  sect  leader,   when  there  is  no  madame.

ha..   that  sounds  like  the  jiejie  i  know.   though..  at  this  point,   i  probably  do  deserve  my  jiejie's  wrath.   (..)   when  less  eyes  are  around,   then.

@jinclans,    i  thought  of  punching  you,   but  there  are  too  many  eyes  around  right  now.   i'm  not  eager  to  get  imprisoned  for  assaulting  the  jin's  new  sect  leader. 

yes..   im  sorry  jiejie,    truly  i  wasn't  thinking  before  i  ran  away.   aha..    that  being  said,   i  was  expecting  worse  when  i  saw  you.   ill  gladly  take  the  hug..    your  hugs  have  always  been  the  best.

*    i'll  work  on  this  thread  later..    tldr,   born  into  a  family  of  servants  in  lanling,   mother  was  one  of  madam  jin's  serving  girls  and  she  was  pushed  into  that  role  too  when  she  turned  13.    she  was  16  when  jin  zixuan  died  and  is  currently  around  28-28  post  canon.