Hi moonlights (that's y'all new name),
I have absolute no motivation right now and I don't wanna update now cuz usually no motivation me = crappy chapters. Over the past month I have shut myself down, and just full feel like I'm gonna go into the constant cycle of sadness. My grandma fell into a coma, woke up after almost month, but fell into a stroke and is getting oxygen from a freaking machine, which is making my moms heart hurt because they never had a good bond. She's probably going to travel to see my grandma. And now my problem is my body issue, I feel so bad about myself, and I'm constantly stressed, from doing my brother highs school work, to doing my loads of homework which results in me staying up until two am. I have about 700 words written for the upcoming chapter (VI) but you all are just going to have to await a bit more. I'm trying so hard and I know this may be excuses but please just understand, thank you. Bts' new album is fantastic and is helping me very, much through this time.
And Blackpinks new album damn.
I love you all! Stay safe xx.