lonelymoon

Hiiiii!!!
          
          How are you all doing? How is going everything? 
          
          I am doing fine (Alhamdulillah) Thank God. I am busy as always with my university and personal life. After the busy week, when I say busy I really mean busy busy busy, I try to spend the weekend with my family. Not much, at least spending some time with time. The more I grow up, the less time, I have for my family which is sad. 
          
          Sometimes, I want to cook something new for them. Not that I am professional, just a way to tell them, how much I love them. We all have our own way of saying 'I love you' so, say it in your way. Each moment, each second is precious. Do not waste it.
          
          It is Ramadan, the 'holy month of Muslims'. Things are more busy for me. I barely get enough sleep or enjoy it. 
          
          Enough with this, I just want to let you know that, I did not forget about my lovely readers, my darlings Aiden and Amelia. I miss them more than anyone and I really want to show all of you their next chapter but the time. The timing. 
          
          Anyway, till next time. 
          
          Take care <3

I wrote the next chapter. ALMOST! Need to add things till I get satisfied. I was literally screaming as I was writing. I am so excited to publish it.

WE ARE CLOSE TO 40K!! *SCREAMING* THANKS A LOT FOR ALL THE LOVE!

FINALLY CHAPTER 35 "GLOOMY" IS OUTTTTT!!

I can not believe I just finished editing the next chapter. I am so emotional right now. But, it will be out tomorrow. I need to re-check it. After this probably 2 chapters will be left and then, I must say goodbye to my love, my comfort place. 
          
          Let's not talk about it. Wait till tomorrow!!

Heyyyy!!
          
          How are you all doing? I missed THIS a lot!
          
          I know I said that I would update during my winter break but I did not. Things went left and I had to slow down. But, I lived without a phone noticed the small things in life, and enjoyed it a lot. Each time, I saw something beautiful I did not take out my phone and capture it, but I enjoyed the moment. Also, I do not have a phone anymore!
          
          I enjoyed the present and tried to enjoy the break as much as possible. 
          
          After that, the new semester for university started and I got busy again. Nowadays, I barely get time to enjoy, and do something outside of studying. Not an assignment, just reading and researching for the next class. 
          
          I am surprised that, I even study during the weekend. Can you believe it? 
          
          After studying, I can barely open my eyes. There is no energy left to edit or to write. I had 3 quizzes this week and I am done. So, I tried to relax a little bit but the GRADE kept dancing in front of my eyes. 
          
          I tried to edit the next chapter but to be honest, my brain wants to rest. So, here I am, letting you know that I did not vanish. 
          
          I do not know when I will be able to update!
          
          Till then, 
          Take care.

And suddenly, I want to escape! Run away from everything, everyone. 
          
          I wish I could do it. Vanish till I feel that I can face all these again. But, I know like every time I will face all these anyhow as everyone does.
          
          Still, the heart craves to rest for a bit.

@shazy231508 why their post making you less excited? I am excited to see what 2024 is cooking for me. 

I wish someone would come and tell me to stop having new ideas.
          
          Listen ,don't be mad okay.
          
          I wrote the next chapter, edited, and was waiting to feel perfect. That's when I was like, "No, no. Write it that way, and it will look better."
          
          I wrote a little bit and planned to write the new ideas. Then I read the old draft, and I am like ,"I love some moments from this chapter, and I can't add these moments into new ideas since it won't fit. Shall I stick to the old idea?"
          
          After having this question, I really, really, so badly smack my head. 
          
          Either I run out of ideas, or I have too many.
          
          Of course, I can't write the same chapter with two DIFFERENT ideas, so I must choose one. 
          
          In the midst of all these, I planned the special chapter *crying* 
          
          Did you ever do this ? Tell me !!
          
          Hope I will be able to write the chapter the way I feel that my readers will love it ♡.

@shazy231508 girl,(hope I didn't misgendee you. Correct me) Don't even ask me. After getting some slaps from 2023 I just hope that 2024 will show a little bit mercy. Bt as I said before, I am still busy with my personal issue and barely relaxing bt Alhamdulillah (Thank God) for everything. 
          
          Tell me about you? How is it going?