koshinaf

this one time i feel good about my life

koshinaf

bro i wrote this on 3rd september and now i cant remember why i said this
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koshinaf

i wanna die
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koshinaf

and this happens
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blckyun

hi naf bae<3
          i'm not even sure you still use wattpad but i just wanted to remind you how important you are for me okie? you mean a lot and i hope you'll never forget that (:
          i know we don't talk as much as we used to and i'm sorry for that but you'll always have a special place in my heart and still, whenever i see the moon i think of you.
          don't forget to eat and stay hydrated okay!! also make sure you rest enough, i know you're trying your best at school but take breaks, alright?
          je t'aime<3

koshinaf

this one time i feel good about my life

koshinaf

bro i wrote this on 3rd september and now i cant remember why i said this
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koshinaf

i wanna die
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koshinaf

and this happens
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koshinaf

okay.

koshinaf

i hope you realise 
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koshinaf

i’ll wait for you
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koshinaf

the one i’ll keep close to my heart and not want anything in return
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koshinaf

all of my days feel very shorter now and i’ve been spending a lot of my time in my room surrounded by my phone, laptop and bed and that’s all i’ve been doing. no plans, no timetables, no goals, no ambition. it’s not an easy process- to wake up every morning with motivation to do anything that you’re decided and running behind a timetable created. i’ve somehow lost myself into this illusion and can’t seem to escape out. when will i find the true satisfaction in my life? when will ever be happy and not feel shallow later?

koshinaf

i had so much fun last night

koshinaf

nvm at least i got closer to my paternal cousins
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koshinaf

i have serious attachment issues
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koshinaf

it's crazy how i get along with people in a single day and bond and then cry when they leave, i'll miss you s
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koshinaf

hey v, i am sorry about what happened between us. it's all my fault because i never understood the depth of the matter, i'll always remember what caused the consequences after that and i apologize for it. i promise to be a better person and i hope we could go back together how we were. i love you and i am so happy how you are right now. it's fine if you don't wanna be friends but always remember that i'll be right here whenever you need me.

koshinaf

although i am not actually gonna send this to you ;) but this is how i feel so i'll just write it down alright
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koshinaf

oh you’re so beautiful but will you also change like the phases of the moon?

koshinaf

 “Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same.”
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koshinaf

"she always brings a positive energy with her. when she is in a room it'll never be dull, it'll always be chaotic with everybody laughing. she'll make you smile, even when you think you are not smiling, you are"
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koshinaf

wrecked

koshinaf

sinking in the silk sheets that wrap my body
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koshinaf

oh you think you can hurt me?
            i have abusive parents
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koshinaf

i just want it to be 'made for me' something that only i know of, something that only for me, someone
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koshinaf

well if somebody asks me if am i still into him
          get ready to die mf

koshinaf

men i trust
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koshinaf

plus they are the greatest best friends ever
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