(1/??) abra cadabra need less anxiety and more viagra I’m rewatching supernatural and i’m on season three....i told myself i’m 22 and married and an adult now and i wont cry......i cried in every big and small sad scene. I am a supernatural(TM) bitch thru and thru how are you this week? genuinely, though. don’t lie to me. I’ve had 2 panic attacks this week and i’m trying my hardest to eat 3 meals a day but it’s been really tough. like, omg. it’s not a big deal! just eat three meals!!!!! but Cant. dont care enough about myself and it’s exhausting, struggling with the same things I used to as a teenager. see? i spilled the beans, ur turn.
@StupidPocky dearest Nora, I’m so sorry I’ve been there before and it’s no party I can offer you kind words But god I worry I know you hear it a lot and all our words together just get blurry So here’s something new: take this rhyme And maybe read it one time When you feel like life’s just bleh Or when you’re dying inside It’s really a story Of a girl, who like yourself, Has a smile so shy and pretty But when you look closer… She’s a lot older, that much you can tell Oh god, still quoting Crowley at family dinner “Bluddy hell!” You can see her laughing, enjoying, smiling You can tell it’s you, from the future or something Doing all the things you can’t seem to do She turns to you suddenly in this wild weird dream Looks into your eyes And hers, they look familiar but new playful but wise. “Please,” you (she??) says, “Don’t do it. Don’t do it today. Don’t do it tomorrow. Don’t do it in December. Don’t do it in June. Don’t do it for them. Don’t do it for you. Don’t do it next year. Then don’t do it again.” I have to do my laundry, but I mean it Nora. I wrote this out right now for you because we don’t know each other And we probably never will, but when the voice says “no one cares, and just do it” u can say they care and we do, because I’m a stranger and I’m not special there are millions like me and u know it. Take care