here a little thing i put together for minsung bcs i've been indecisive (,: Jisung rushes out of the main room and heads toward the back, into one of the bathrooms where it's quiet - a place where there is less people. He begins to fidget with the tie around his neck, trying to loosen it but he's too shaky. He slides against the wall until he's sitting on the ground, staring at the ceiling with tears building in his eyes. He shoves his hands beneath his armpits, doing what he can do bring the shaking to a stop. This isn't how the night was supposed to go. There's a knock to his left but it sounds distant. Jisung's eyes are zoned in on the ground and from his peripheral, he can see the door opening. Finally, he snaps out of it and spins his head to find Minho closing it behind him, pushing the lock down. He has no idea what to say and even if he did, there's no way he'd be able to open his mouth without letting a choked out sob pass. Things between the both of them have been different and slightly awkward but all of those thoughts and feelings vanish the second Minho crouches down in front of him. continued below!
He's taken by surprise when his chin is grasped and suddenly Minho is much closer. Jisung's eyes dart back and forth and his heart rate starts to pick up because the last time they were this close, he accidentally confessed. "I was in charge of security personnel. If anything happened to you, I wouldn't have been able to forgive myself," Minho says and his tone falters slightly, something uncharacteristic of him. Jisung wants to reach out and hold the hand that lingers on his chin so desperately. "But I'm okay. Nothing happened to me," he reiterates. Suddenly, the bathroom falls silent. Jisung wouldn't be surprised if Minho could hear his beating heart. He wants to break down into tears because he's so frustrated and because he's so frustrated, he feels selfish. Minho is so close to him and it's all that he has craved. The man standing in front of him is the only man that ever made him feel safe. "Hyung," Jisung whispers, finally caving and wrapping his fingers around Minho's wrist. "Please..." Minho's face is stoic but an emotion otherwise hidden shines brightly in his eyes. And his grip around Jisung's chin falters, only because he moves his hand to the model's cheek instead, cupping the side of his face. Jisung's hand begins to stutter a tiny bit when Minho starts to lean in. It feels like a dream and it feels like an eternity before the distance closes. But when their lips finally surrender in a sweet kiss, all current qualms wash away with the softness of the bodyguard's mouth moving so perfectly against his own. Eventually Minho is cupping Jisung's face with both hands, tilting his head enough to deepen the kiss. It feels like a dream.
The first thing that he does is reach out slowly to remove the tie from around Jisung's neck, placing it in the pocket of his own suit jacket. He loosens the first few buttons of his dress shirt as well. "Can you hear me, Jisung?" The blue haired male nods his head clumsily, staring into Minho's eyes. "Breathe in and breathe out. We'll do this together, alright?" Minho nods his head encouragingly and Jisung follows the same gesture shortly after. The bodyguard inhales deeply and exhales, making sure that Jisung is following alongside in the exercise. Eventually, the model's breathing is regulated and his skin becomes less pallid. He's looking into Minho's eyes for a few moments before looking away. Minho lets out a relieved sigh, keeping his eyes on Jisung's face. "They weren't supposed to be able to bombard you like that. I'm not sure what happened, I'm sorry." Jisung shrugs. "I'm okay," he says quietly. "That's all that matters." At this, Jisung looks up again, into Minho's eyes. They've gone through so much together and Jisung hardly knows what to say anymore after his confession. Even physically, when they're far apart, the look in Minho's eyes makes it seem too close and that in itself is enough to kill him. "Jisung," Minho says but doesn't say anything after. The model blinks at him, very quickly looking away. Out of every hardship he has experienced during his career, this hurts the most.