hanamocha

hi, do you guys remember me? im hanamocha, i miss a lot of you guys and i was reminiscing the things I got to do during my time with you guys 2 years ago and honestly I wished I could of cherished it more. I hope you guys haven't forgotten me. actually, during these pass 3 years or so, i haven't been doing well i'm not gonna lie. so many things happened and it wasn't a great impact on me but i'm going to try and heal somehow. I just always felt scared talking to you guys again because I'm not the same person I was and if anything, I wouldn't want to hurt any of you if I've ever opened my mouth again. It's a trauma thing. and it's tough but i'm planning to heal somehow even though it's going to be hard. I don't know how to explain this but Im planning to make a webtoon soon for fun as I heal but I havent gotten a good idea or fixed idea of the plot yet. I kind of hope somehow and someway, maybe, i can bring a community back from, my storytelling even if it's not the best. I hope you guys are around to support me if you will. I would be more than happy to receive any responses from you guys. I also wonder who's still around.

kerble

@hanamocha As an ol' fan of yours, ofcourse i'd stay with you till the very end. Take good care of yourself, kay ??; don't push yourself too hard <3
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__Clinomania__

@hanamocha i'm barely active hear but it's good to hear from you again. healing and recovering from trauma is challenging, and i wish you nothing but the best. please take care <33
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DefinatelyNoOne

@hanamocha it's okay, I think we've all changed a lot. I go on wattpad once in a blue moon to check for messages - but I'm glad I saw this. Yes I remember you! You helped me with my god-awful story when it was still in its early-ish stages. I loved your story, Error, though now I'm not a fan of dream. It's nice to see that you're doing... well, alright, even if you need to recover.
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hanamocha

hi, do you guys remember me? im hanamocha, i miss a lot of you guys and i was reminiscing the things I got to do during my time with you guys 2 years ago and honestly I wished I could of cherished it more. I hope you guys haven't forgotten me. actually, during these pass 3 years or so, i haven't been doing well i'm not gonna lie. so many things happened and it wasn't a great impact on me but i'm going to try and heal somehow. I just always felt scared talking to you guys again because I'm not the same person I was and if anything, I wouldn't want to hurt any of you if I've ever opened my mouth again. It's a trauma thing. and it's tough but i'm planning to heal somehow even though it's going to be hard. I don't know how to explain this but Im planning to make a webtoon soon for fun as I heal but I havent gotten a good idea or fixed idea of the plot yet. I kind of hope somehow and someway, maybe, i can bring a community back from, my storytelling even if it's not the best. I hope you guys are around to support me if you will. I would be more than happy to receive any responses from you guys. I also wonder who's still around.

kerble

@hanamocha As an ol' fan of yours, ofcourse i'd stay with you till the very end. Take good care of yourself, kay ??; don't push yourself too hard <3
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__Clinomania__

@hanamocha i'm barely active hear but it's good to hear from you again. healing and recovering from trauma is challenging, and i wish you nothing but the best. please take care <33
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DefinatelyNoOne

@hanamocha it's okay, I think we've all changed a lot. I go on wattpad once in a blue moon to check for messages - but I'm glad I saw this. Yes I remember you! You helped me with my god-awful story when it was still in its early-ish stages. I loved your story, Error, though now I'm not a fan of dream. It's nice to see that you're doing... well, alright, even if you need to recover.
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hanamocha

sorry to the dream smp/error fans. I rlly tried but i rlly lost all my motivations because im more focused in my passion in art/content creating and i am rlly into genshin atm. If you would like to support me, u can check out his bowlcut because im in need of validation for that fic tbh sobs (im sorry im guilty and i know that). Again, sorry for the half assed update, i just felt bad leaving u guys hanging and the least i could do is post the rest of the unfinished chapters even if it’s just a one line sentence. 

xpsychexv

@hanamocha you did a good job writing<3, it was good while it lasted, good luck for your new journey<3
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Tanya-Rose

@ hanamocha  it's fine hana, tysm for everything that you have done, don't forget to stay hydrated and eat and of course take time to your self it's always good (genshin help me a lot when I'm stressed or draw) 
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CutelyMessedUp

Hey uh.. are the discord still available?
          Just curious cause im really dying to draw a fanart rn 

hanamocha

omg bro i literally do not have discord anymore bcz i dont think it will stay alive lemao. I used to have it as an event tho it was a discord based on error’s theme back then. U can probably send it to my gmail and let me know im Wattpad DMs that u sent it to me but I might not reply on time smtimes 
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Spl4tter

I just want to say it’s 6 in the morning. I literally stayed up all night reading this. I freaking love this book. It’s so well written, and there’s a lot of effort going into it. To be honest, im not even in the DSMP fandom, but I saw your cover for the book and decided to try it. I have not regretted it. I look forward to arc 6!!! Sending love!!!
          X
          Splatter

hanamocha

Thank youu, splatter <33
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