feralbastards

no  i’m  not  a  girl in red  gay  ,,,
          	i’m  a  mos thoser  gay   .

feralbastards

not  my  parents  just  randomly  dropping  the  fact  that  i’m  not  even  fully  white    ,,,,    like  they  casually  didn’t  mention  the  fact  that  i’m  mixed  w  maori  bc    “ we  don’t  like  in  nz  anymore “  

feralbastards

LIKE  WHAT THE FAWK :)   how  y’all  just  gonna  not  mention  that    ???    THEY  ONLY  SAID  SOMETHIN  BC  I  MIGHT  FINALLY  GET  TO  MEET  THE  EXTENDED  FAM  AND  THEY  DIDNT  WANT  MY  STUPID  ASS  CONFUSED  LMAO
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feralbastards

ANYWAYS  Y’ALL   sorry  for  the  inactivity  recently  on  all  my  accounts    .     tbh  the  holiday  season  is  hella  crazy  in  my  household     ,     and  on  top  of  that    ,     i’ve  had  to  take  up  more  shifts  at  work  so  i  can  pay  off  the  insurance  excess  bc  i  got  into  a  car  accident  lmao
          and  also  i’ve  been  busy  trying  to  organise  my  uni  things  for  this  year  and  i’ve  been  dealing  with  my  mental  health  so  it’s  been  a    LOT    lol
          but   !!     hopefully  in  the  coming  few  weeks  i’ll  get  more  time  to  myself  and  i’ll  be  able  to  be  more  consistently  active   ♥︎

feralbastards

also  not  entirely  sure  what  my  schedule  is  going  to  be  like  when  i  start  uni  so  uhhh   ,,,    in  march  i’ll  update  again  and  we’ll  see  if  i  can  even  find  time  to  remain  in  the  rp  community  lol
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feralbastards

ANYWAYS  despite  having  to  deal  with  homophobes  and  transphobes  i  do  have  some  good  news    !!
          i  finally  came  out  to  my  close  group  of  friends  as  non-binary    :)    and  they’re  so  sweet    ,    one  even  offered  to  buy  me  a  binder  and  they’re  all  trying  their  best  to  use  my  irl  preferred  name  so  i  really  appreciate  that    ♥︎

feralbastards

also  giggling  bc  some  old  hags  at  work  keep  trying  to  say  it’s  illegal  for  us  to  not  accept  cash  n  they’re  so  HEATED  lmao
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feralbastards

reckon  i’m  gonna  have  to  make  a  whole  new  discord  acc  just  to  avoid  the  irl  drama  going  down  on  it  rn  that’s  making  me  panic   ♥︎

feralbastards

this  has  been  going  on  all  month  but  it’s  gotten  too  much  recently   :,)    love  fearing  randoms  AND  an  irl  former  friend  too
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feralbastards

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like  an  irl  rlly  made  me  join  a  server  where  some  of  the  people  are  whole  ass  transphobes  and  homophobes     ??     fuck  that    ,     i’m  running   ♥︎    for  my  own  safety  lmao
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feralbastards

OH also i’ve deleted discord for the time being bc i just cannot deal with the paranoia that app gives me lmao i’ll redownload it eventually when i’m more stable but that ain’t it rn 

feralbastards

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so  sick  of  working  AND  being  mentally  ill  like  damn  bitch  can  i  pls  have  some  free  time  where  i  don’t  feel  like  shit   ??

feralbastards

anyways  this  lady  deadass  threw  a  FIT  yesterday  and  i  just   ,,,
            ma’am  stfu  i’m  not  paid  enough  for  this
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feralbastards

currently tryna force my way outta a really bad depressive episode only to have it not be working :,)))) 
          love life

feralbastards

never  gonna  forget  the  way  people  supported  a  predator  with  their  whole  chest  while  that  person  was  getting  exposed  for  preying  on  minors    :)

ofcleopatras

this
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feralbastards

like  if  u  think  we  can  ever  reconnect  after  that  ur  dead  wrong  ♥︎
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feralbastards

and  the  way  people    MOCKED  VICTIMS     ,,,    and  then  posted  a  half assed   “ apology “   that  their  friends  accepted  despite  not  being  the  ones  the  apology  was  meant  for   .
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