gabby🕊

he said “you look so faded” after we went on a walk and smoked and then pushed me down onto the bed and then pulled my pants down and focused only on me oh i’m so fuckinf done for im so in love with this man that was so hot 

favorite stage of anorexia recovery is when i decide not to eat for a bit and then eat and my bowels spazz out bc they’re not used to all this food again :/ 

i’m the worst girlfriend worst friend worst student worst daughter i’m actually am fucking done 

free the nipples til i die i stg i’m never going back 

again i wanna riiiiideeeee 

my period better come rnnnnn 

i keep saying twenty more and i keep lowering my goal. oh i’m fucked 

returning to my mb to say i want to kill myself even more than usual bc this is the only place no one will be concerned 

i like when guys are kinda dicks to me. but only if they know their place. i won’t let them disrespect me but something about going back and forth with a guy is the only time i really like them 

daily lack of a gallbladder attack my stomach is so fucked i can’t believe i did this to myself