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well, today marks the seventh year Of my failed suicide attempt. constantly being told how I should look and what I should wear. why I shouldnt be the size I was at the age I was and being called obese by even my parents. that shit took such a heavy toll and put so much stress on me.  I carried for years that baggage all the way until now, but I will forever think highly of myself and Ill forever be grateful for being alive. 
          	
          	thank God for giving me a second chance to see what Ill be missing. for me to open my eyes and do much better for myself.  I do still carry depressing thoughts but I know how to properly dispose of them, I know what to do in situations like that. 
          	
          	
          	Im proud I am here today.  Im proud that I can look at my son eyes. Im proud I can wake up and start a new day . im proud that I open my mouth and express how I feel.  Im just proud of you, Ajah and we will forever celebrate this day 歹

dopee-

@cemetrics thank you 歹
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cemetrics

so proud of you beautiful! 
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@MidnightAugustMoon I appreciate you, thank you much 歹
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dopee-

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well, today marks the seventh year Of my failed suicide attempt. constantly being told how I should look and what I should wear. why I shouldnt be the size I was at the age I was and being called obese by even my parents. that shit took such a heavy toll and put so much stress on me.  I carried for years that baggage all the way until now, but I will forever think highly of myself and Ill forever be grateful for being alive. 
          
          thank God for giving me a second chance to see what Ill be missing. for me to open my eyes and do much better for myself.  I do still carry depressing thoughts but I know how to properly dispose of them, I know what to do in situations like that. 
          
          
          Im proud I am here today.  Im proud that I can look at my son eyes. Im proud I can wake up and start a new day . im proud that I open my mouth and express how I feel.  Im just proud of you, Ajah and we will forever celebrate this day 歹

dopee-

@cemetrics thank you 歹
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cemetrics

so proud of you beautiful! 
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dopee-

@MidnightAugustMoon I appreciate you, thank you much 歹
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