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still hope everything’s alright, u left so sudden. still miss u. be well <33

i miss you bby, hope you're okay <3

missin' u, bb.

i’m so sorry love. happy belated bday my love. 

bye !! see y'all ♡

when i'm gone plssss spam my message board !! w anything ! tell me about your day or you can use it to vent ! no hate tho
          
          ps @glamdivaa is the best friend ever

hi. i said smth about a big announcement a few days ago & i think i'm ready to share it.
          
          i'm abandoning this account.
          
          i don't wanna say it's because i wanna start over bc i say that all the time, but i want to actually write and this account just isn't suitable for writing. i'm a strong believer in gut feelings and vibes, and this just isn't it. this account reminds me of more bad things than good things & i feel like i'll never write anything here or have a theme which i'm satisfied with. it might seem like a really small reason to abandon an account but i'm not happy here anymore & i genuinely feel like i can't be fully happy here. i lost so many friends & it could be either of our faults, but i don't feel like i have friends anymore which is really stupid because i have all of you but somehow it just doesn't feel right. honestly, i'm not sure if i wanna follow some of you in my new account, even if i love you very much bc it doesn't feel healthy to keep holding onto the past. opening wp every morning feels more like a chore that something i actually enjoy doing. i'm not shading anyone, if you've done smth to me, thank you for helping me grow.
          
          i'm not deleting this account, i'm just gonna use it as a backup account. also i'm not gonna follow anyone from this account on my new account until i'm writing regularly. dw i'll still come here from time to time. starting a whole new account and making new friends seems scary but it's better than this.
          
          thank you to @Asgardian_Princess_, @junoes, @armyforlife12, @HYUMILK & someone who i don't wanna name for always being there for me even when you're going through hard times. i may be terrible at showing it, but i appreciate you so much.
          
          thank you + i won't be gone till my birthday, jan eighth.