i ate today

Fucking hate this day and it's only 8... I hate attention and yet again I'm doubting if I have autism 

It's my bday in an hour hehe (22:55)

Adding to what I just said, Hamilton had a kink of being beaten.

Laurens had a rope kink. 

I wanna write shameless Lams smut- 

Meow.

I promised I'm no gonna starve myself again...BUT ITS SO TEMPTING!!!!

ABBA?? Okay?? Adhd is getting to me... i should rly pack my bags and stop crying to the Mean Girls soundtrack and writing these... sigh

I dressed like a granny today. Loved it. My therapist asked me if I want to change my fashion style to more masc. I said no bc granny look forever. GRANDMA SKIRT/DRESS THING FOREVER!!! IT GOR RID OF MY TITTS BBAHAHHAABBA

Oh yeah... came out to my therapist today, she accepts me as a boy, also idk if enby, she told me not to label my sexuality yet bc its fluid until 18/19? Like uh- anyway good night. I have to pack my bags for tomorrow. New graphics tablet came, pog. Pog v pog day. Mom bullied me.