imagination used to be my favorite song from that time when I LOVED SHAWN MENDES. it feels so nostalgic hearing it again after years, I used to imagine myself with someone else but that was all just me and my imagination. That childish version of me never died. I made up this story every time I heard the song, it was just sad, 2 people who never had a chance together. 1 yearns for the other, but the other yearns for someone else. it was never going to work out and they both knew it. I thought for me, maybe in the future ill be that person or ill find someone who feels the same way for me, I wanted to experience love, whether its true or not. if it wasn't then id learn a lesson, if it was then ill also learn a lesson. I wasn't the happiest person then and I was so lost. I didn't know how to deal with anything and I've never felt so alone and lonely. I've improved now, finding some of the best people ever, they re truly unforgettable and forever in my heart. All I wish is for me to go back in time and tell that girl that every will get better, you'll learn so much and that endless cycle will eventually get better. they always say that everything gets better in the end, it really really does. and I've been happier then I was a couple of years ago.