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Do you publish on Neobook ? 

luver boy and luver girls era gone

this girl is the coolest and cutest & one of the most genuine ppl i’ve met <3 lots of love to you girl 

Merry Christmas <3

imagination used to be my favorite song from that time when I LOVED SHAWN MENDES. it feels so nostalgic hearing it again after years, I used to imagine myself with someone else but that was all just me and my imagination. That childish version of me never died. I made up this story every time I heard the song, it was just sad, 2 people who never had a chance together. 1 yearns for the other, but the other yearns for someone else. it was never going to work out and they both knew it. I thought for me, maybe in the future ill be that person or ill find someone who feels the same way for me, I wanted to experience love, whether its true or not. if it wasn't then id learn a lesson, if it was then ill also learn a lesson. I wasn't the happiest person then and I was so lost. I didn't know how to deal with anything and I've never felt so alone and lonely. I've improved now, finding some of the best people ever, they re truly unforgettable and forever in my heart. All I wish is for me to go back in time and tell that girl that every will get better, you'll learn so much and that endless cycle will eventually get better. they always say that everything gets better in the end, it really really does. and I've been happier then I was a couple of years ago.

And all this time we spent alone thinkin' we cannot belong
          To something so damn beautiful, so damn beautiful

those were the days where I mindlessly listened to the song, appreciating the melody, lost in the warmth of my imagination before I fell right into the childish dreams of what we could've been. but now im still chasing that dream, reality never felt so distant when I'm so unsure whether or not you'd be my companion in the journey of love.

the power of a boy on wp…. 

Human companionship- 
          Is it categorized as a need or is it simply just a want? It’s most definitely a want but do we need it to survive? You could go through this “cold, vast, empty” world by yourself but isn’t it always better with someone to be beside you? To share the pain and the happiness along the way till the next life. And maybe in the next life you both can find the happiness you never could’ve found in this life. 
          
          That is only saying that they will stick around till the end. That’s what makes it hurt so much, a companion; a friend who had stuck with you but not till the end… they never made it with you to the end. What would it have been if they did? 
          
          The “what if’s” only makes it hurt even more, the endless possibly. To try to answer the “what if” with the better ending, an ending where you were never separated.

I have published 4 parts of my short story collection. The parts still need some editing. I'm slowly editing it and writing another part.