Ciel panda

hi my name is ciel am bi sooo yaa people like to bully me alot soo thats why i hate my life so much ;(
i cut alot am aloner i dont have much friends soo am alone all the time .
am a shy person i BLUSH alot i dont know if thats normal oww well its okay am who i am and no one can change that right ....
i want ran away from everything and feel safe again .
 ..if any one is sad please pm me maybe i can help you feel better i say maybe  
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i may not be an angel but atleast am not a demon  >_<°
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am a monster thats what people call me cuz am emo soo what if am emo :(
i always wanted to end my life but i end up bleeding till someone finds me and in the end i live :(
life is what i fear ....
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i like to sing write my own songs and i play guitar and piano yaaaa i know am a weird kid soo what ...
i like to draw anime alot its fun again am weird and strange ...
things am interested in :
art 
music
singing
sports
Draw 🐱
dancing like crazy💃