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I had a mental breakdown and dye my hair half pink while the other half is a rly faded blue that looks green and my hair now looks like shit bc I barely had any pink dye left so the pink barely covers the faded blue and how I part my hair doesn't look the best for spilt dye I hate myself but I have to deal with this until I get more blue to redye my hair so for like a week so fun

Me and my friend just sat in the bathroom on the bathroom counter for an hour or two just talking about random stuff barely on our phones it was rly fun thou I enjoyed it 

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I'm at my friend's house and we're watching peppa pig and we're all 13-15 and mentally unstable it's fun

It's 12:30am and I just finished a horror movie that freak me out so I'm probably not going to sleep tonight bc everyone in my house is asleep so I'm keeping my light on and tv playing for the rest of the night so fun

I'm so mad rn fortnite as ruin so many characters I love by making them skins in fortnite but fortnite has gone to far it's been Rick from Rick and Morty in there fortnite is a kid game kinda and it put Rick in there why
          
          But other then that I try redbull the peach one and it's rly good probably one of my favorite energy drinks 

I have a really bad habit of picking at my lips and I'm trying to stop bc it hurts a lot and idk why I do it so I'm trying to stop it's really hard I made it 13 hours without picking at my lips then I did it again then I made it 2 hours and I did it again I'm so mad at myself why can't I stop it shouldn't be this hard idk anymore

So I thought my uncle that I hate bc he a jackass I thought he wasn't going to be here he's here and one of my cousins friends that mean to me is here I'm going to cry I hate this so much life sucks

My family is coming over today and I'm kinda scared someone going to judge me bc my hair is blue and I'm wearing a crop top bc I feel pretty and confident in it and I have drawings on my hand and arm some like 666 or upside crosses and my family is Christian so fun I can't wait to be judged by them 

I have realized I have been shitty or toxic relationship so much like that was most of my relationship and rn I'm technically not dating someone but I have this crush and we act like we're dating we say we love each other I don't think we're dating but its actually healthy like they treat me good and they actually like talking to me and they actually care and this is weird bc I'm not use to this in a relationship but it's rly nice and they're rly nice and amazing idk